what do you do when u're bored? be a loser and get the meaning of If You Seek Amy. apparently that's what me and hy did this week in Physics lesson. Googled If You Seek Amy and find out what it means. Apparently we're noobs and we didn't know about it previously. i donno if you guys are aware of it but apparently, If You Seek Amy means FUCK ME. cool shiatz ain't it? and i was such a noob! :)

IF U SEE(C)K AMY(ME).

Love me, hate me
Say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy

putting in what it means,

awesome shiatz. im such a noob. hahahahahaaa! til' then.

xoxo,

faLahh.

it's a Saturday and i'm home again. i bet my parents are glad that i'm spending most of my time home nowadays rather than roaming around out there without any purpose. i'm proud of it myself. :) but i've yet to make my Saturday productive. been lazing around mum's bed, watching crappy shows. dangs. i can't find anything interesting about my week to blog about.

went out with mum yesterday. brought along my camera thinking that i might just snap some photos with mum. but i didn't even whip out my camera from my bag! fcuk. im a loser. :( oh wells.

but have you guys been reading the New Paper this week? fcuk. this week's TNP have been interesting. okay since i've got nothing to blog about my week, shall just blog about the news that seems interesting to me. :) okay let's go. :)

1stly, finally the culprit for the hit&run that happened in Bukit Panjang was discovered. i'm glad that the truth is out now. i mean can u imagine the sorrow the victims' loved ones? their stories are just so sad. :( the one that died was actually married for only 2 weeks then. how can this Romanian embassy sleep without any guilt of killing someone and not only that, killing someone's happiness too. tsk tskk! and correct me if i'm wrong, but before the Romanian embassy was discovered, the victims have to cover their own hospital bills right? so the 2nd victim actually had his hospital bill accumulated til' more than $30K! so the family had to move the 2nd victim to Malaysia for medication because they couldnt afford Singapore's medical bills any longer! can you imagine the hard times they had to go just because of this incident? tskk! not only he had caused hard times within the victims' families, but imagine the 2nd victim's future. He was actually going to work at the new IR resort but being in the condition where he can't function his hands properly, he's not working at the new IR resort for now. the heart pain he has to go through! :( how sad. hopefully he gets his job at the new IR later on. wishing him the best.

well i'm just glad that now the families know who's the culprit. because if i were in their shoes, i'll have hard time sleeping thinking about who was the cause of all this. at least now they're not in doubt anymore. :) i'm just curious how the Romanian embassy able to sleep through for months without the guilt of injuring innocent lives and not only that, killing one too. tskk! whatever happen to humanity?

i just pray for speed recovery for whoever was involved. :)

2ndly, whatever happen to common sense and dignity? i'm sure most of you people know about the recent news on the leak of some poly girl topless and some sex video of an ex-actress in Suria. my gosh. i give a fcuk about their personal life. but hello. it's personal. why bother taking pictures or videos of them. because if anytime you are careless about it. that's it, congratulations, your life has been labelled as a slut and it's gonna live through out your life. pretty much miserable isn't it? so lesson learnt for you people out there, if you're living in some scandalous life, let it be your PERSONAL life and don't ever take a risk of changing the label of your PERSONAL life to not having a life at all because u don't wanna show your face to the public after all the leaked video/pictures.

enough about the news already. let's side track a bit. was watching Disney Channel just now and watched Suite Life on Deck. then was wondering between Dylan and Cole Sprouse, who's cuter? ahahahahahahahaaaaa! ( i was just too bored so i was being random and thought about it. HAHA! )

sorry ive not updated for quite some time. but bear with me. this week is torturous because we're having 3 tests this week. 1 down, 2 more to go. BOTH on the Friday morning! :/ so understand me okies? i'll try to post something interesting once the week is over. :) promise. TGIF, COME FASTERRRR~! :)

okies. shall now type out the things i jot down during mcs meeting just now and then get going with physics revision. i'm totally shacked now. BUT MUST PERSEVEREEEE! til' then. toodles~ !

xoxo,

faLahh.

ps.

there's something new on the right! see see! saw it on LynetteLove's blog and i find it damn cute! :)

didnt update these fews because i was pretty much lazy to lay my finger on the laptop switching button. yes. i'm THAT lazy. teehee. plus there's school. errr. so that makes me not THAT lazy right? :)

so on Friday, i actually went over to bf's aunt house with him. and was talking to his aunt when she suddenly said, " falah nie terang hati ekhhs ". ( read : sorry non-malay readers. but i've got no idea how to translate terang hati in English. so if any malay readers out there happen to know how to say it in English, do write it on the taggie alright? ) okayy. at first i wasnt really clear what does terang hati means. but pondering upon what she asked me before that, i kinda get a glimpse of what she's trying to say. i guess she was surprised about how i managed to juggle between both Madrasah and School academics. okayy frankly speaking, i'm not that good in school academics. but at least i still got through my year 1 and i'm doing my best now for Alevels. but for Madrasah, i guess i did okayy for last year, which was my last year in Madrasah, 7th position and now i'm just waiting for a letter from Al-Khair for my pre-Diploma and i might just consider taking pre-Diploma. after all, it is for my own good. :)

so the aunt thought i read some doa untuk terangkan hati. but to be honest, i didnt. then i was thinking myself, how did i get this far? and it suddenly struck my mind. MY PARENTS. thanx to them, i'm now here, in a JC, pursing my As, trying to do my best for a good education. and occasionally, i would tear just thinking how much they have done just for me. my parents did so much just so i could get a good education for a good future. my parents would constantly doa for me and constantly remind me that no matter what, i must always remember Allah s.w.t. til' now, this is the most important aspect of my life. in fact, most important aspect of all the Muslims. remember that Allah s.w.t. is always there. plus, never be rude to your parents. Restu Ibu Bapa Adalah Paling Penting. Always get their blessings first before doing anything. i'm thankful for such great parents i have. they did so much for me. from the rather costly tuitions they send me to, to the great rewards i get when i achieved something so as to motivate me further. my parents too would sometimes accompany me in the living room til' wee morning when i study or trying to complete my work. especially mum. she would sleep on the couch during my Os while i mugged. i'm thankful for great parents like them. :) i'm just hoping that in the future, i hope i can do well enough and try my best to repay whatever they've done for me. InsyaAllah. After all, Syurga Di Bawah Telapak Kaki Ibu. My parents are my everything in my world. The love and care they've showered me, there's just no limits to it. Love them. :)

darl. i know i did a mistake yesterday and i sincerely apologize. i know i'm in the wrong and i'm sorry. but to be honest baby, the way you treated me the whole night. it hurts me so much. not even a single call or sms. and this isnt the first time. in fact, this has been going on and on and on. is it so hard just to ring or text me when u're out with ur friends? what did i do to deserve this treatment? why is it so hard for me to feel and i'm yours? why is it so hard for me to believe that you sincerely care and love for me? why can't you just convince me? is it so hard? it's already upsetting enough that it is just so hard for me to heard those 3 words from your mouth to me, and to think that you treat me like a nobody, it's even depressing. if in your heart and your mind is telling you that i'm not good enough for you, well tell me. i'll walk straight out of your life, hoping that you'll get a better person for better happiness. i'm sick and tired of playing your games. this heart is broken enough from your treatment.

and well i'm sorry for what happened to you lately. and i hope things just get better. i doakan you for speed recovery and a safe journey throughout.

all i want to ask from you now is your honest answer straight from your heart. i want assurance that you're still the one and you still care and love for me. that's all i want. i want to feel appreciated. i wanna know that i'm yours. i want to believe that i'm the one for you. now will you please do all that for me? i'm tired of all these insecure feelings. i had enough of it.

Mohamed Haziq bin Halim, i hope you stumble upon this msg to you.

til then.

xoxo,

Nur Fadhilah bte. Sulaiman.

- faLahh.

short post. something happened at my parents room that i find mad cute.

was in the kitchen with mum when dad suddenly shouted from the room for coffee. i rushed into my room and grabbed a Kopiko sweet. giggling to kitchen wanted to tell mum what i was gonna do. okayy. people who are close to me know that i will giggle giggle even before i can say anything. hahahahahaa! so giggle giggle then showed mum Kopiko. mum laughed then asked me to do it. :)

so here what happened in parents room.

that was not the end. so mum finally stirred coffee for dad then went to the room.

HAHAHAHAHAHAAA! freaking cute la omg. :) love my parents. okay then. gonna head for bed soon. :) toodles~!

xoxo,

faLahh.

then came a veryyyyy old star i received from my dear iraGlamaphonic during Valentines years ago. :) i think it was sec 1. or maybe sec 2. cant remember. but this star really accompanied me to lotsa places like Mersing. :) have another hug me heart from the boyfie from my first Valentines with him but it actually tore and all the silicon beans actually came out. collected most of the silicon beans but ive yet to sew it. :/ sorry baby. i still love you. teeheeee~! :)

ohhs ohhs! please tell me this elephant is mad cute! because it motivates me to complete my homeworks and go to school regularly! HAHA! LIKE RE-AL! im just a sucker for cute stuffs and this is so far my favourite file for now. :)

this was a gift from my senior back then when i was still in band. the 'necklace' on the bear's neck is actually an anklet. given by my dear senior, Amirul who actually has his birthday falls on 8 Dec which is a day before mine! :) awwwws~! I MISS ALL MY CLARINET MATES! :(

cute cute photo holder which i bought years ago. MUST UPDATE THE PHOTO! this is ugly. HAHA! gotta print a new one soon. with Ayesha in it. it's been a while since i made a trip to Harvey Norman and get my photos printed. hmms. a new line in to-do list!

AWESOME CUTE STICKERS WHICH GLOWS IN THE DARK! CUTE RIGHTTTT?! :D

you have no idea how great am i in saving my things. this was given to me as a birthday present by a secondary classmate when we went Penang together with the band when i was sec 2! it's still clean! plus the anti-drug tag. HAHA! :) not meant to be there. pfft.

okayy. my awesome GC and scientific calculator. the stickers on the scientific calculator was pasted since i was in secondary school. cept for the ILOVESTEPH, courtesy does to Divya, and the neoprint with the bf. so that's xplains the colour of the neoprint. although Premala was trying to be funny and said that baby pooh vomitted on the neoprint! HAHA! cute~! i mad love my neoprints because we dont really take them nowdays. so that's xplain the old neoprints with my dear iraGlamaphonic on my GCs. :) those photos GMH! :)

okay now for the super random old photos. and i bet you guys would agree that i look like a frigging guy when i'm a baby. :( but still cute right?! heeheee~! okayy ira. dont kill me for posting up that old photo. HAHAHAHAHAAA! random laaa! this photo was taken on the first day i met the boyfiee! we barely knew each other! and til' now, he still remembers what i wore during the first time we met. :) teeheee~! and of course, a small neoprint at below of the frame. PGs. the frame was courtesy of Ana, given as a birthday present years ago. TOLD YOU IM GREAT AT KEEPING STUFFS! :)

Errr. B FOR BANNI! WOOHOO~! PLUS RANDOM CHINESE KNOTS! HEEHEEE~!

what i hang on my 'wall'. a motivational paragraph from my secondary school teacher, she's mad awesome and 9Jam photo. the best drama! :)

i love my study lamp. :) i was imagining Cambridge marks in such lightings. HAHA! after all the story telling from the teachers. -.-

in case you guys are wondering why i posted this hair tube, because i bought it at frigging RM10! fugging expensive! but we could only find this in Genting and i lost my hairband, which dad found when we about to leave Genting in the hotel-.-, and my hair would definitely be in a mess with all the trying out of rides! :( so yeaaa. but maybe it's rather costly because it's from Australia/New Zealand? hmmms. MAYBE AH, MAYBE!

what's a photo post without any camwhoring pictures of myself. HAHA! okayy. sucky quality. secondary camera and it sucks. but i still like it because i can see myself. HAHA! :)

SUNDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~! :)

breakfast with mum at Geylang. Bf sent me to mum's workplace so i can reach by 7am and meet mum then after on. BREEZING COLD BIKE RIDE IN THE FREAKING MORNING! :( huuhuuu~! but i love my boyfiee. went to do some kitchen shopping with mum. I SMELL OF FISH WHEN I GOT HOME! MISS FISHY MANZXZXZ! :( but got home and ate my lollipop~! weeeees~! was excited to go the Mega Flea Market @ Singapore Expo.

yummy big lollipop yayyy~! :) parents went to some malay wedding first so i had to wait at home. sooo what else?! CAMWHOREEEEE~! :) HAHAHAHAAAAA! :)

finally the parents done eating at malay wedding and off we go to the Mega Flea Market @ Singapore Expo. Initially roundings there, i thought i wouldnt get myself anything. but i did buy an awesome jacket, to add on my jacket collection hehhs! , plus a cute flower rubber band and finally a clip, because i lost mine and i do buns to school and i need it to do buns! so yeaaaaa! i loveeeeeeeee my mum for getting me all those! :) rounding around Gain City Sale and finally, HOME! though on the way, mum thought of going karaoke but it was a lil' late so we just head back home. Durians and Spring Chicken for dinner. SLURPS! :)

SEE THE FLOWER! huuhuuu~! okayy before i go, i shall show you my hamster's habit of collecting beddings at his normal sleeping place, (which is under the wheel, no idea why he wants to squeeze himself) before he goes to sleep. HEHEEEE~! CUTE!

fucking love my baby hamham. okay. that's all! :) toodles~! :)

xoxo,

faLahh.

the weekends are finally here~! yayyy~! not going out today because i'm trying to finish my school work today. pfft. okay partially because i'm broke. oh wells. so the boyfie is working today and i'm glad we managed to meet up yesterday.

it was TGIF yesterday. :) wanted to get home with Dhu so waited for her and hang out in school til' around 2. had ice cream before that with Dhu and Suff. so around 2 plus went out of school. took 157 til' Bukit Batok. from here, Dhu took 187 while i waited for the boyfiee to fetch me. right after that, the boyfiee took me to Alif for lunch. :) hearts!

gonna do a very very short post. was browsing through some pamphlet and something really really caught my eye~! FujiFilm Mini Instax 7!

will a kind soul please get this for me? pleaseee? i'll love you forever. i promise. :) i wantttttttttttt~! :(

xoxo,

faLahh.