falah shalala

2010-12-18T12:21:00.008+08:00

so its been ages since i last blogged? just a lil' too lazy. :/ got so much to blog about so i'll take it slow and steady? firstly, my KL trip. i went on a shopping craze in KL. plus everything is so comfy in KL! the suite, the coach. :) me loves.

tigger movie on the coach. <3>

okayy. here comes the important part! my shopping hauls!

i must say the jacket are mad cheap there. RM25 which is as good as S$10?

my current favourite is that leather jacket but i must find a suitable weather to wear it because it's hot in there. :(

so then, bought a few tops. and yes RM25 too. okayy. but the dress was like RM27.

tell me the feathers are cute! :p

tops. and finally, BAGS! my gosh! went crazy there for real.

bought this bag for RM10. yes, RM10. which is like S$4~5?

the other 2 bags was RM25 which is still cheap because it's around S$10?

got that rattan bag because i spoilt my sis's like years ago. :/ but it's still pretty. hehhh...

so yeah! my hauls in KL! and anyway, few days before the KL trip i went to the flea at Haji Lane. and look at what i got for myself! :)

this was for like $5! it's so cuteeee~!

this f21 top was for $3.

my best buy! $2!

HAHAHAHAHAAAA!

SPOT THE $5 bag! :D

so yeah.

done. buhbyes.

2010-12-13T01:04:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

IM 18! :D

and i dunno where should i start from.

- PROM.

- CHALET.

- KL.

where?! where?!

xoxo,

faLahh.

HELLO! ME AT PROM!

OKAY BYE.

2010-12-01T03:48:00.000+08:00

i will be away for 4 days to KL! :)

catch ya after the trip! :D

-faLahh.

2010-11-25T22:59:00.010+08:00

heyys. :)

so okay. i promise for a post. and im carrying out my promise now. this week was my SELF DECLARED end of As week. woooopeeee~ :p so it's the unofficial end of As. but after this coming Monday, fyeah As is over! *dance around. jump. and whatever else you do when u're happy max* cant wait for the KL trip. like hell yeah i'm gonna shop! :D will be searching for dresses there plus some jackets. if not, imma just stick to shopping at Bugis since i owe kak ayn a date to Bugis. :)

so anyway, last weekend, i had my virgin try on Geo coloured lens. God knows how shocked my friends was when i told them i ordered Geo lens 2 months ago. in case some of you are unaware, apparently Geo lens are to go for if u want wide eyes. to add on, in case some of you dont know, i already have huge eyes. hehhs. :p

apparently the supplier had some delay so i only got my lens after like 2 months?! -.- but yeah. my eyes look totally fine with Geo lens. doesnt make my eyes look like monster or whatsoever. hehhs. cant really see the difference because it's like grey. so pretty much, not so obvious. so here goes.

ignore the bad complexion. my acne case got worst once As started. D: just focus on the eyes. so yeah, it didnt make any much difference for the eyes. hehh. but anyway, dont think i'll order any coloured lens again any sooner. think i'll stick to conventional lens for now. hehhs. :)

so anyway, to my boyfriend, Mohamed Haziq bin Halim,

HAPPY 5 YEARS ANNIVERSARY

so people it was true when we both changed our status to single just a few days ago. it is not okayy people. HAHAHAHAHAA! it was just a fake upfront to kinda erm cover up something to his friends. HAHAHAHAA! so yeah. yesterday, 24th November 2010, was our 5th anniversary.

i initially wanted to bring him to Seoul Garden because i did promised him once a long time ago. :p BUT! he was too melayu, and he only wants Melayu food. -.- plus he just ended school yesterday and he already had lunch in school so he was pretty much full from his lunch. bagidol. i was saving my tummy for Seoul Garden! HAHAHAHAHAHA! takpe. sayang punye pasal. anyway, only a few minutes after we went out from his place, it started raining. -.- so we had to settle for somewhere near. HAHAHAHAA! where else if it's not Bukit Timah? anyway, it's been such a long time since i last karaoked/lan gamed with him. :)

so Bukit Timah, we settled for. first was 2 hours of karaoke. HELL YEAH! :D maotz. i was still having my cough and i think my cough got worst after the 2 hours of karaoke. HAHAHAHAAA! damn gila can? until my boyfriend was making fun of me because i totally got into the mood of singing. HAHAHAAA! pantat.

then we thought the rain would go away~ so we grabber something to eat at McDs. and no, the rain didnt stop. soooo, we end up lan-gaming for another 2 hours. woohooo~ L4D2! :D someone please tell me when was the last time i L4D2-ed. i used to be crazy over L4D2. sampai mataer aku kene layan karenah aku slalu ajak die maen L4D2. :p

finally the rain stopped and we headed to Al Ameen for dinner~ and i have been craving for my Milo Cino like foreverrrrrrrrrrrrr~ FINALLY~ SODAP~! :D

YUMMMMM~! MILO CINO!

ohs! did i tell you? abang kite dah ade handphone baru lah. heheh. now i can tweet or fb while im out with him. :D i even downloaded twitter on his phone. although he already said he wanted to after seeing my twitting for like idk how many times. but then i couldnt wait and do it myself. hehee. :)

then we met Bam cause boyfriend wanted to get his shoes. tapi kedai tutup. HAHA! so we settled down at SB for a while for Caramel Frappe, Toffee Nut and Curry Puff. yayay~ Bam "blanje". HAHAHAHAA! craving for starbucks done! :D after Milo Cino crave was done too! hell yeah that night was great. :)

then ended the day at Fajar while the guys got their bikes washed and i snapped away photos as usual. :)

anyway, loving this wedges! :D

ohs, for the sidenotes! people was saying it's not counted as 5 years because there was some instances where me and boyf fought and broke up, so those days are not counted. ridiculous. -.- well, this is for you guys.

" i dont care what anni you guys want to to be. like what concern does it have to do with you guys anyway? i shall still take it to be 5th anniversary be it u're happy with it or not. like i give a damn. anyway, next time you guys are in a long relationship, dont forget to count the days you guys fought and broke up kks? so you can minus those day like what you asked me to just in case some other person might say the same thing you did to me. ;) "

shall end off with a wonderful song.

It's a beautiful night,

We're looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,

No one will know,

Come on girl.

Who cares if we're trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,

Shots of patron,

And it's on girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;

Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;

And we'll go, go, go, go-go.

If you're ready, like I'm ready.

Cause it's a beautiful night,

We're looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

I'll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like oooh,

So whatcha wanna do?

Let's just run girl.

If we wake up and we wanna break up that's cool.

No, I won't blame you;

It was fun girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;

Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;

And we'll go, go, go, go-go.

If you're ready, like I'm ready.

Cause it's a beautiful night,

We're looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Just say I do,

Tell me right now baby,

Tell me right now baby. (x2)

Cause it's a beautiful night,

We're looking for something dumb to do.

Hey baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,

Or is it this dancing juice?

Who cares baby,

I think I wanna marry you.

TOODLES! :)

2010-11-22T21:40:00.000+08:00

I PROMISE I WILL START BLOGGING BACK AGAIN AFTER TOMORROW! :D

stay tuned...

2010-11-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

; because my father likes to cheat my feelings.

Me : family day this year katne? ( where is the family day held at this year? )

Dad : Universal Studios.

Me : Universal Studios?!

Dad : punye luar. ( the outside )

thanks dadddd~!

2010-10-31T21:24:00.002+08:00

as the cheer goes...

" WE WILL WIN THE WAR,

WE WILL WIN THE WAR,

WE WILL WIN THE WAR.. "

k bye.

2010-10-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

colours back to life. :) no more haze. Alhamdulillah.

2010-10-24T19:24:00.003+08:00

just what i need right now;

" ya Allah s.w.t, make me strong so i can pull through this phase. insyaAllah. "

2010-10-24T17:07:00.003+08:00

Highlights in October.

- ibu 47th. <3

ibu i love you so much. nothing can ever show how much i love you and how much i appreciate you in my life. :) thank you for being my greatest girlfriend ever and the greatest mum i ever had. i love you so (to infinity) much!

- 4 years 11 months.

a month more to our 5 years. what more can i say? " sape2 kat sane yang cakap dah boleh tunang/kahwin, mandai2 je ehh! hahahahaha! " may we last forever? insyaAllah.

2010-10-24T17:04:00.001+08:00

Taylor Swift - Forever and always.

" Once upon a time
I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye
We caught onto something
I hold onto the night
You looked me in the eye
And told me you loved me

Were you just kidding?

Cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down
We almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened
Please tell me cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasn't called
And you feel so low you cant feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

Was I out of line? Did I say something way to honest?
Did you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure

So here's to everything
Coming down to nothing
Here's to silence
That cuts me to the core
Where is this going?
Thought I knew for a minute but I don't anymore

And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasn't called
And you feel so low you cant feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when he said
Forever and always

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

Did you mean it baby?
I don't think so

Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

And I stare, at the phone
He still, hasn't called
And you feel so low you cant feel, nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said
Forever and always

And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said
Forever and always

Didn't mean it baby
You Said forever and always Yeah "

2010-09-24T00:12:00.000+08:00

4 years 10 months.

2010-09-10T05:00:00.001+08:00

heyys.

"Selamat Hari Raya to all! Mohon maaf atas kesemua kesalahan yang dilakukan, baik yang terang atau yang tidak sengaja. :) "

salams.

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-09-09T00:27:00.007+08:00

heyys.

today marks the end of the night of Ramadhan. feeling a wee bit sad that Ramadhan is already leaving this year. InsyaAllah, Allah s.w.t akan temukan lagi kita ke Ramadhan tahun depan. Alhamdulillah i managed to do the last Terawih just now with mum. :) well moving on.

this morning, guess what popped by my doorstep?

my Indiesin package. i was surprised myself. didnt thought it would be sent to the doorstep.

was sleeping though. for people who know me, there are times where i just splurge on random stuffs i see. well, that moment was on the those times. :/ so the package that came to my doorstep was some random stuffs i just purchased.

well... it's a waterproof camera. HAHAHAHAHAAA! plus! jelly lens that i simply fell in love with. no doubt. even my boyfriend was surprised with the kind of effects my cheap camera can do. and he asked me to purchase more of those lens. -.- mcm lah aku ni kaye sangat.

but the waterproof camera is simply cute omg. someone please bring me to the beach or swimming pool or something. wanna try out this camera please. HAHAHAHAHAAA! it's pretty much toy like. with fake focus lens. CUTEEEE! :D the waterproof casing is detachable but it looks cuter with the waterproof casing. hehee.

now for my favourite! :D JELLY LENS! omg! cuteee! :D:D:D here are some of the pictures i took while i was at home and at the bf's place just now. :)

:D:D:D:D:D:DDD! there are more pictures but i just cant be bothered to upload them. anyhoos, this sight kinda makes me warm and happy. dont ask me why. it's very weird i know. :)

this sight just makes me wanna hug him from behind. AHAHAHAHAHAAAA! :D weird la i know.

anyway, i was thinking of getting the fisheye jelly lens. anyone knows where can i get it at a very cheap price? heheeee! :p shit. random purchase again. BAD BAD! D: but oh wells. anyway, til' here. toodles. salams.

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-09-07T01:24:00.002+08:00

the boyfriend is sick. apparently he didnt answer my calls the whole night. im worried. im sleepy but i refuse to sleep. not until he answers my call.

on the side note. i love small fights with him where one of us will end up smiling because cannot tahan. if he's the one smiling first, i'll poke his cheeks. if im the one smiling first, he'll smile but then 'rub it away' with his hands. <3

fights where he'll say im being ridiculous and i'll get scared because he gets very mad. then me escaping it by saying im busy so ending the call. then smirk to myself saying, " sayang jugak eh! " eheheheeeee.

fights where we'll bombard each other with each other mistakes. saying karma is a bitch and whatever. then i'll get irritated and walk away. then i'll turn back to him just to see him purposely ignoring me. then he'll walk pass by me as if we do not know each other then both looking by the corner of the eyes then smile.

fights where we'll bring up the past. usually we will get mad about it. but now we're just making fun out of it. laughing it out at the end. and i'll squeeze his face when he gets ridiculous.

i love these fights. :)

i love the boyfriend.

2010-09-05T14:43:00.004+08:00

heyys.

finally watched Step Up 3 yesterday.

headed to his place to wake him up then proceeded to ACM to redeem my free movie passes. :) wore matching tie dye ts today. :) but he refused to take picture with me. -.- dangs! pfft. we ran out of time so we just had to settle for somewhere nearby to break fast. ate somewhere along Peninsular then finally headed to Cineleisure Cathay for a movie.

wanted to catch the 9.30 show but it was alr sold out. pretty much expected because when i checked the available seats in the afternoon, almost all the seats were taken alr. -.- pfft. so booked for the 11.30 show instead. first 2 rows. -.- but oh wells. when's the next time i can catch a movie anyway?

so Heli and Bam joined us so we pretty much did nothing for like 2 hours plus cept for PhotoHunt-ing? HAHAHAHAHAAA! and crap. only to realise that there was an Arcade at Level 4 a few minutes before the movie. pfft. so that's pretty much it. headed home after the movie. very sad because i didnt get popcorns because my bf said it's a waste of money. punch his face. ive been craving for popcorns since forever? because if im not wrong, this is my first movie of the year. yes. im a loser. sulked for a while in the theaters but got over it after a while. i still want my popcorns. what's the next best movie? :p

* my boyfriend is irrit. dowan take picture with me. :( and kept asking for cheesy hotdog WHEN THEY ACTUALLY DONT HAVE IT AT CATHAY CINELEISURE! punch his face. pfft.

salams.

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-09-04T03:15:00.002+08:00

have you ever felt like punching and strangling a person but at the same time feel like hugging him and not letting him go because you wanna be with him at every moment?

well it suck.

2010-09-04T02:58:00.003+08:00

heyys.

had a great evening today. was out with my primary school peeps, Alus and Yaya. :) it was something random and im glad things didnt get awkward and weird although it's been years since we last hangout, or worst, met. :) it was only a "hi bye" thing if we bump into each other. but the evening was great! lemme quote yaya. :)

" Boya Rahman: Today was dope AWESOME!!! Hahaha... Shared great laughter with Siti Fairuz Rindu n Falahh Shalala.. N my Donuts taste like Hello PANDA... Hahaha... "

they had ROW briefing so we decided to meet at Junction 8 instead. we had Manhattan Fist Market for break fast. yummz! we had something that is " STRICTLY FOR SHARING! " how cute. apparently the meal was for 2 but it was more than enough for us 3! HAHAHAHAHAHAAA!

so after break fast head back to BP. something embarrassing happened along the way. AHAHAHAHAA! slenge moment please. then we had out desert somewhere near my void deck. hahahahahaaa! last cuisine! DONUT EMPIRE! :) was cute because we shared all the donuts by passing around the donuts. and i said HALLO PANDA and yaya was amused. AHAHAHAHA! then we ate everything except for the hole in the middle. AHAHAHAA! lastly we were high on coke because we had shots. AHAHAHAHAHAAA!

ended the night with " Oh Pillar Caterpillar. " (Y) awesome night.

so that's about it. :) toodles. salams.

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-09-02T11:02:00.003+08:00

* no matter how far apart you are with your sibling, you know it's heartbreaking when he or she is in pain.

get well soon sis. come back home soon. hoping for speed recovery.

2010-08-25T12:14:00.003+08:00

heyys.

to my dearest Mohamed Haziq bin Halim,

HAPPY 4 YEARS 9 MONTHS TO US! :)

:)
salams.

XOXO,
faLah.

2010-08-22T01:41:00.001+08:00

HI!

PRELIMS!

kthxbai!

*insert curse. i cant curse because it's Ramadhan.*

2010-08-18T04:10:00.002+08:00

BECAUSE MY DAD IS CUTE AND THE GREATEST DAD EVER!

dad: *handover Caltex plastic bag*

me: chocolates?! *peeps inside* nooo... it's bubur masjid...

dad: you want chocolate?

me: why?! u have?!

dad: *reaches his bag* *out comes twix* *maltesers* *more maltesers* *and another twix* wahh! my bag like Doraemon's pocket!

HAHAHAHAHAA! tak ke cute tu?

2010-08-15T23:52:00.005+08:00

heyys.

been busy. so here's the updates of my life. nothing much so im just gonna post the pictures. :)

FLEA-ING WITH KAK AYN WHILE THE BOYFRIEND/FIANCE ARE OUT OF SG.

took my hearts out for a walk. :)

expanded my bracelets collection. best. :D

we went mad there.

tumbled across a fat fat cat. very cute! :D

and another brown cat which got instantly attracted to me. :D

i wanna catnap it please.

expanded my jacket collection. i can go gila.

and i got that pink cat long necklace with the black bambi long necklace for a dollar each. yes, A DOLLAR EACH! AHAHAHAHAHA! superb. :)

and only later at night, we met with our loves for dinner at Al-Azhar. :)

NATIONAL DAY PARADE.

one word. AWESOME.

i love my boyfriend to the bits! :D

and soooooo... it's Ramadhan now.

SELAMAT BERPUASE SEMUA! :D

so that's all for now. toodles~! salams.

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-08-03T00:00:00.004+08:00

heyys.

im not sure if some of you guys know this about me but im one who loves to dress up. well partly because im brought up by my mum and she strictly believes in being presentable when it comes to going out. my mum totally ban me from wearing slippers whenever i go out, be it going to somewhere as near as Jurong Point or be it not taking the public transport. so i grew up to be someone who loves dressing up.

AND SO! now ive got no idea how to dress up for the upcoming NDP. got a few ideas so you guys out there try to help me please to choose which outfit i should go with.

please dont mind the ugly faces. i was very tired then and i couldnt be bother with having to make myself look presentable at home. hehhs.

so will it be the checkered blouse with three quarter, the white puffed sleeves with high waist or the red top and jacket with high waist? D: i dunno which one to wear for NDP!

and if these sun orange looks reddish enough, i might just throw that in one of my choices too! D:

choices choices. oh wells. til' then. im going to sleep now and get prepared for school! toodles~

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-07-27T23:35:00.005+08:00

hello!

im tired to the max please. quick update of what has been going on in my life right now.

been sick. :( and still am a lil'. the flu isnt going away yet. D: but so much better than last week. was dying in school and went to the clinic straightaway then after. okayy exaggeration. but poor boyfriend, i met him on Saturday and now he's sick too. sorry bby. and sticky jar is staring right into my face everyday but im trying my best not to eat it for now because im scared that it would only cause more phlegm to my throat. :( ive been missing certain timing for my medications because of sch. :( and look at my antibiotics. the bf's mum was shocked to see the antibiotics. to make it worst, 2 tabs per taking. D:

my weekdays are being spent in school. please dont mind my very stupid face. Dhu was saying i look like a polar bear. -.- been staying in school til 8-9 to study. most of the time with Dhu but just now she went home early so i studied alone til' 8 plus then joined my classmates because we were pondering a chemistry question. D: AND I SNEAKED IN COFFEE TO THE LIBRARY! im awesome! :D coffee sachets from home is the bomb. helps a lot when it comes to studying in sch. and i wanted the bf to fetch me from sch but he's sick! D: so i had to take bus instead. hais.

i cant wait for NDP. :D and im hoping the bf agrees on going public on that day. :D

so i guess i have come to the end. toodles~

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-07-25T11:23:00.003+08:00

hello.

im sick.

you know what's the weird thing is? theres no fever. hmms.

yesterday was my 4 years 8 months.

went over to his house for a while. his lil' siblings never fail to make me laugh. ahahahahaaa! then he had to work. and i head home to rest because my headache/migraine was killing me. every step i took was like torture. ;( slept the whole fucking day and now i feel so guilty.

so today im gonna do my work. it's only in the morning and i popped so many pills alr. 2 antibiotics, 1 for flu and a paracetamol. it's equivalent to killing me alr.

" Ya Allah swt. please make me stronger as i need the strength to pull me through til' the year ends. " insyaAllah.

2010-07-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

how can i not be a proud auntie of this adorable and smart girl? :)

(L)(L)(L)

2010-07-15T21:40:00.007+08:00

heyys.

so i take back my words. hiatus no more. :( i guess blogging is just my passion, been blogging since i was primary school! :) im guessing i'm just not gonna blog that often. but then again, before this, i dont really usually blog much. oh wth. i'll just blog whenever i want to. :)

for now, i just got nothing much to blog about. so i'll post random pictures and some might be from the simple celebration i had with the boyfiee for his 19th Hari Tua. hehee! :) i thought it was much too simple but the bf was super sweet and said no matter how simple it was, he still enjoyed it. woopee~ :)

and i loveeeeeeee my mummy. :) very very much.

then comes the random pictures.

and then how about a game of guessing? GUESS WHAT ARE THESE!

not sure?

it's my Carrot + Green Apple juice leftover and that happy spoon which always keep me company with caffeine! :):):)

im sorry this is lame but i was really urging to blog and tadaaaa~ :) hehheee. toodles!

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-07-13T23:36:00.003+08:00

heyys... so for now i'll be on...

HIATUS.

might go back once in a while or so to update random stuffs. MIGHT!

or not, i'll be gone til' God knows when.

so cheers! do drop by at random moments. who knows i might update some things. :))

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-07-07T23:48:00.003+08:00

heyys!

roarrr~ im rushing for time to post this before it hits 12 midnight because i totally forgot to post about it!

so it's 7 July which means my dear boyfriend turned 19 today! omg. so tua! hohoo. unlike me, im still sweet 17. :)

so my dear Mohamed Haziq bin Halim,

SELAMAT HARI TUA!

semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki, InsyaAllah. :) i love you very much.

XOXO,

faLahh.

ps.

ive yet to blog about my date with mum on Monday. soon! i promise! :D

2010-07-04T20:45:00.008+08:00

heyys. :)

part || of my hols. did some online shopping over the holidays(the sale was killing me!) and guess what was in my postbox~! okay chet, the other packaging was outdated but ohs what the shit, i'll just post it along side with the other.

the recent one is from Indiesin and the previous one is from Chicmoss. :)) i might just get used to online shopping since i wont be going out that much now that the Alevels is very near. :(( PERSEVERANCE!

then during the CTs phase was also pretty much quite terrible. the heartbreaks and tears and all that shit while cramming for CT, with puffy and red eyes. :( the miscommunication and burst of emotions. pfft. but all that ended and the bf took the effort to meet me during and after work but he was angry. :(( haish.

yesterday was like a fucking relieving retail therapy for me! initially planned with Ana but she had something on and everyone else had plans so i went shopping alone and fuck it was awesome! first stop was Orchard but Orchard was a bore but i almost bought a Lomo but decided not to because i'd rather save up and get myself a holga instead.

MRT-ed to Bugis and MRT sux hardcore. just another reminder why i like taking buses instead. went Supperclub for the Fashionista event and fuck it was awesome. was pretty much crammed but heck, the shopping was good. :) got myself clothes and a headphone. i was actually planning to get headphones online.

i actually wanted to get this online but i saw headphones that was going off for only $10, didnt like the design though. but what the heck! it's only $10 and the one i wanted is $20! anyway, who the hell cares about the design because my purpose of getting the headphones is for jogging and why not since it's only for $10?

i seriously think the design is sucky. pfft. oh wtheck. im gonna bring that headphones for a jog tomorrow morning! :D

now let's end off the entry with self-obsessed photos because im in love with my fringe, well for now that is. hehee. :)

and im done with Cougar Town Season 1 within the night and morning! :D Cougar Town is hilarious and i think Josh Hopkins is cute. :)) although his eyes look small.

i shall end off my entry now! toodles~! :D

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-07-02T22:33:00.012+08:00

heyys! :))

wowwee. it feels good to be back into blogging. :) i think ive got some disorder or something. because in my mind i always seem to make a list of what to blog, in order. but now that all the papers are over and that i've been neglecting the blog for a while, cept for the short posts, that list im talking about had poofed out of my mind. like seriously! kaputz. i remember nothing. :((

okayy. i'll try my best to recall. hmms. had class BBQ at Raine's condominium. :)) enjoyable night. and that night seemed to be more of a success compared to last year. wowwee~ :) thanx for all the chefs, especially the chef pro and our very own Satay man, Shazwan. :)) didnt stay out late though like last year. every one was very tired at the end of the night.

then there was the usual Saturday outing with the rests. cept for last Saturday because everyone was busy with their own stuffs and the bf had to work. plus i had to mug. i cant remember which Saturday this was but kecoh nak mams because there were lotsa bikes. very bising actually. hahahahahaaa! pfft. ~~truth and~~ dare with the girls was hardcore. :))

disorder number two. i cut off my fringe randomly when ive gone crazy studying at night. yes. was studing then i just turned myself around, faced the mirror, and poofed, my fringe was shorter. it looked all puffy because my hair isnt that straight so it kinda caved in.

BUT! after the paper today, i was feeling-less. had no thoughts in my mind, like really, blank. so straight away after school, went salon for 'retain therapy'. straightened my fringe because it was screaming, 'help!' on my forehead. puffy fringe no more! :D

HELLOOOOO STRAIGHT AND FLAT FRINGE! :))

then there was random moments in the room while studying where i just had the urge to snap awayyyy~ sneak peeks of what accompanied my through out the night and morning when i did my mugging, sadly i live American time. i mug in the night/morning only. :(( my attention span in the afternoon is apparently low. :((

red bulls and aroma through out the night. :))

then comes the random stuff like the picture of my scrunchy that i used to keep my irritating hair up, a xtremely huge strawberry i had, and some very vintage root beer dad brought home from work. hmms.

and anywayyyy, did i tell ya!? i finally got my NDP tickets. :)) i cant waittttt~ it's only a month awayyyy~ woopeee~! :D:D:D im in the Blue sector anyway. anyone who's going, holla me there alright?! :)

and lastly, something random. :))

HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAA! i was practically grinning when i saw this, im crazy, i know. okayy thens. til' here. :))

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-06-30T22:52:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

it's like 1st July now which means one of my bitches turned 18 today! i love you bitch! :)

it's really amusing how multi racial we can be. from sec 3 til' like what, now? wowzaaaa! :D it's been great having a classmate like you for like close to 4 years already! :)

i know i'm always the bitch one making you angry, :(. but you know that you can never be pissed with me for such a long time because i'm such a oh-so-cutie! HAHAHAHAHAAA! okayy. more like i'm the gay one and you enjoying seeing me being say. love you love you! :)

and thank you for being there when my boyfriend was being a stalker. you did see him cried didnt ya? thank you thank you thank you. thank you for living near my bf's house. AHAHAHAHAAAA!! :D

babe, thank you for being there whenever we(me and dhu) needed ya. and you know babe, that my ear and shoulders are always 24/7 free. so anytime you need me, there's phone/msn! text me, beep me, whatever, just wanna know that i'll always be here for ya!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BITCHY HUI YI!

I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH!

GO AND ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAY AFTER THE COMMON TEST! <3s!

i love you See Hui Yi! enjoy your birthday!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!

2010-06-27T21:58:00.004+08:00

heyys.

a short but BIG shout out to my love, Syahira bte. Aziz!

HAPPY LEGALLY 18 BABY! :))

now that u're 18, u're legal to do whatever you've enjoyed and been wanting to do legally! especially party hehhs? enjoy your day babe! i know u've been waiting for this day. not only waiting, getting prepared by stocking up your wallet hehhs! ENJOY! :D

ps. you owe me a date. but now that im busy, let's set that date after my As are over in around 4-5months yeaa? ;(

i love you! (L) and i miss you.

*those were the times yea? i miss the times when we were really close. ;(

2010-06-24T01:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 4 YEARS 7 MONTHS MY DEAR BOYFRIEND!

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! REALLY! TAK BEDEK! :D

2010-06-23T12:40:00.005+08:00

heyys.

was online-shopping and got attracted to these 2 tops. which one should i go for? hmms.

here are the links btw,

- http://www.indiesin.com/catalog/product_info.php?cPath=1_76_81&products_id=1174

- http://kidsnextdoooor.livejournal.com/4070.html

dont wanna get caught of plagiarizing. hehee!

so which one should i go for? the coloured one or the simple grey one? hmms.

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-06-20T15:29:00.002+08:00

heyys.

im dying to blog because there's so much things to say. but unfortunately, i must neglect this blog for a moment(okayy, maybe longer than a moment) because it's gonna be the CT phase soon. i promise i'll update after the CTs. this is like the first time i hate my holidays. seriously. :(( shittiest holidays phase ive ever gone through.

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-06-16T00:59:00.000+08:00

the robot bit was cool. and the kids are awesome. :))

2010-06-15T01:30:00.009+08:00

heyys.

i dunno wassup with me but i had this urge to blog in 1.30am in the morning when im supposed to be sleeping because im supposed to be up early tomorrow to head to the market to get some groceries! but what to do, an urge is still an urge la kan? hmms.

so last Saturday headed to Woodlands for a family BBQ. initially, was supposed to be held during on Mother's day to commemorate Mother's day but because of the MYEs the kids are having, we postponed it to last Saturday instead. i went there a lil' later because the parents had to send Grandma and my Aunt there first. so i took my time getting ready. (mum knows im slow at it. :/) thought of registering for the TNP Big Walk @ Woodlands Civics, but we were rushing for time so scrape that thought.

the BBQ was great but i think that it would have gone smoother if we didnt have BBQ because we had games at the function room as well later that night but everyone was rushing for time because Aunt only booked it til' 10pm.

the karaoke was crap. but it was still enjoyable, after all, with your cuzzies! :) might have another round of karaoke @ Bukit Timah this weekends with just the cuzzies. InsyaAllah. not confirmed yet though. these is getting wayyy wordy and boring so i shall spam ya with all the photos now. :))

okayy. there's more but those who's on my fb, can check them out there okayys? those who are not, im sorry because i limited my photos albums to "friends only." very much apologies. and isnt it sucky when youve got quite a number of pictures but you just cant make up your mind what to upload on your blog. i mean you cant be possibly posting them all right? much too troublesome. hmms. blogger should make an easier photo up-loader. :))

then later that Sunday was supposed to go Woodlands with the boyfiee because i wanted him to accompany me to register for TNP Big Walk. but he had to work so i had to go alone. BOOs. but im quite relieved though that he didnt accompany me because it was raining heavily and imagine if i took the bike with him?! :/ that one time experience before was enough for me. no more second time please.

wanted to walk around Causeway Point after the registration but the heavy rain ruined my mood. :(( but i did get something for myself from Cotton On and apparently i took the wrong size. S was a lil' big for me and i totally forgot that XS is the size for me when it comes to Cotton On. but oh wells. it's okayy. and btw, some guidelines, if you see something you like for $20 at Cotton On, you might wanna wait a lil while for the Sale that Cotton On always have. i saw the sundress going for $19.95 last week and i got it for $10 last Sunday. AHAHAHAHAAAA! i love Sales. i dont care. you may call me a cheapo but i call it saving money. :)) im not that rich.

anyway, if you guys wanna know more about TNP Big Walk, you can drop by here, http://www.newpaperbigwalk.sg/. im going with mum because the rest of my family are lazy or find it a waste of time and money. -.- crap.

and yesterday (or today, whatever you call it. it's alr 2am so it's supposed to be yesterday),

didnt do anything much. read up on Gaseous State. and cleaned my hamster cage! like finally! it's all clean now! but i bet it will take just one day for my hamster to mess it up again. but i caught my hamster doing some cute stuffs! :D

heheee. how cute. and i put some cotton balls on the first level so he can sleep with these cotton balls. but look at where are all the cotton balls after a few hours.

just look at that before and after photos! (of course the cleaner ones are the before photos. hahhs) naughty hamster! tskkk!

and lastly before i go, dad was being lame as usual when i called him.-.-

" hello. ayah ehh? " (hello, dad?)

" mestilah ayah! dah tentu ilah yang call! " (of course it's me! you're the one who called!)

gosh. my dad is lame. (L) but i still love my dad lots lots. so i think this should be the end. there's nothing else for me to blog. so stay tune to my blog. i tend to blog more during holidays. hahahahahaaa! so yeaaa. til' here then. TOODLES!

XOXO,

faLahh.

must end of with a few self-obsessed photos. hehee.

2010-06-13T00:55:00.003+08:00

was online shopping and am contemplating whether to get these.

the pump is $16 and the top is $10.

SCREAMS WANT!

2010-06-12T17:27:00.001+08:00

(L)(L)(L)

2010-06-12T15:29:00.004+08:00

heyys.

shall rush this post a bit because i have a BBQ to attend to later. geez. aint nothing much to update about because this week is basically books and lessons.

BUT! i shall just sayyyyy that,

H1 History common test is historyyy~! :) so now it's the perfect time to focus my revision on H2 subjects! :)) woopeeee~! :D

so yeah, didnt do any revision yesterday after the paper. went out with mum instead. initial plan was to go Johore Bahru but since the car was available today, mum drove me to IMM instead. didnt do much there. mum was looking for a new running shoes, ehemms, which means i can wear too. AHAHAHAHAA! :D so yeaa. that was basically just it. was really tired yesterday. only had an hour plus of sleep the night before, revising for History CT which was pretty much quite f-ed up. hmms.

and ohs, i miss the boyfiee so muchh. :((

we're not meeting this weekends. so that makes it exactly a week of no meetups. :(( gosh. i miss him badly. let's meet up soon. ily.

so til' here then,

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-06-07T21:56:00.013+08:00

heyys.

im supposed to be on my desk studying for history. but i cant help it! im getting soooo sleepy when it's like only 10? excessive reading makes me sleepy. pfft. so i'm blogging, hoping that it will help to get me a lil' awake. a lil' dumb, i know, but let's just try. :) after all, didnt blog for a few days already. my blog hits went down like a sinking ship. HAHAHAHAHAAAA! oh. like i give a damn, because to be honest, I DONT! :)

last friday had the usual mother-daughter outing after school. went town with mum then Esplanade for satay @ makansutra and finally Bugis. Mama joined us for satay and Bugis. She was actually sulking when we said we were going home alr. how cute!

" huh.. da nak alekk? alaaaa.... "

HAHAHAHAHAHHAAAA! didn't really do any shopping 'cept for the aunt who got herself C&K bag. saw a very rude situation when Mama was trying to choose a bag at C&K.

' there was this girl who apparently was also interested in the bag Mama was looking at. she apparently was holding on to some other bag initially. Mama was holding the bag was in green. then Mama took the black one too to see which one suits her more. and while Mama was holding the black one on the hand while she was wearing the green one, that girl actually wanted to snatch the black one from Mama. like seriously, a wtf situation. HOW IMPATIENT AND RUDE! excuse me girl, you don't just snatch something from one's hand when you're interested in it. YOU WAIT FOR IT, BEEYATCH! tskk! ' really. what was she thinking?! lucky for her, Mama was very patient that day. you don't know my Mama, she can nag pretty nasty!

then later on Saturday, met the boyfriend and studied. initial plan was to go to the zoo with kakAyn and Apy but the bf did a wonderful job of waking up very late. tskk! BUT! like damn awesome, im done with Chem bonding 'cept for the hybridization bit. \m/ my own notes is like ultra thick for a topic. :/ i'm like really relieved i'm done with chem bonding. :) jyeahh. then also went ahead to meet Kakayn and Apy, accompanied the bf eat then met the rest and finally went to Double Helix then Haji Lane. me, the bf, kakAyn and Apy went to 7eleven and get ourselves instant noodles(because i was hungry. hehehhs) while the rest were shisha-ing. then we saw this very adorable black cat with white paws that make it look like as if it was wearing white socks! HOW CUTE! :D tiring night. but i enjoyed myself. :)

didnt go anywhere on Sunday. everyone left me alone at home. :( was sulking to the bf but he wasnt helping, he was sulking to me because his family left him alone at home too. and he was getting cranky because he was hungry. AHAHAHAHAHAAA! but later in the evening, went with dad to fetch mum from work. despite not going anywhere 'cept for mum's workplace, i rather fetch mum from work than staying home and get distracted from studying. :( very depressing thought.

btw, let me give you a sneak peek of how my table looks like everyday. very boring. :( and messy. *even depressed*

AND this is how i look almost every day. the busok face.

HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA! shit face siaaaa.

oh ohs! for the first time, i did my own Carrot + Green Apple juice. and it's very yummeyyyy~! :D:D:D:D:D SUCCESS! healthy drink indeed. :)

oh wells. this is all for now. :) toodly toodly dooo~! TOODLES! :D

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-06-02T15:08:00.004+08:00

heyys.

random blog post before i continue studying. life's been a bore. i dont even have time for proper meals. :( think imma get sick soon.

so that day was walking with mum at the Dairy Farm Park Connection and guess who came peeping along?

HAHAHAHAHAAA! isnt that cow cute?! couldnt help it but to snap a photo of it. :)

well. i thought the flowers were in purple. but to think of it, it looks kinda pinkish and i hate pink. :/ the other photo was supposed to show rays. but failure. especially with just a 3.2mp phone camera. my apologies.

now before i get back to my notes, just something random. people around me have been asking me to rethink about aiming for the entry into NIE after Alevels. they told me to think about the pressure and the bond. so im rather confused now. i mean, ive been considering NIE for such a long time and now that people around me are asking me to rethink about it, it's quite confusing. :/

oh wells, i just know that my MAIN AIM for now is the Alevels and i will try my best to aim for the As/Bs or at least Cs fer some. :/ * okayy you guys might think im a loser for aiming Cs but getting As and Bs isnt easy for me :( * only then i'll consider again about which entry into which university. InsyaAllah. i just hope for the best. and praying for the guidance from Allah s.w.t, my parents, my teachers and my friends. InsyaAllah.

AND AND AND! this little girl came over to Pending with her brother that day. how adorable. :)

last thing to say, anyone knows an effective way to lose way or increase metabolism rate? ive been taking care of my eating habits, do more exercises and i gain weight instead. im making myself happy by saying that it's muscles. LOL! okayy, to make it even better even mum and my friends said it's muscle. soooooo errrrrrr.... :/

XOXO,

faLahh.

ps.

i hate having period. i keep getting thirsty! 2.30 in the morning, i stir a whole teapot of tea and drank everything MYSELF. then i had some bladder problem and couldnt sleep til' 4am. FML.

2010-05-31T12:36:00.003+08:00

heyys. :)

im supposed to be studying. :/ but! lemme just finish this post and wont make any further delays then continue with my revision. had a great weekend. did some GP, and now that the GSS is here, did some shopping with mum too! :D

friday was Vesak Day. initial plan was to go Popular Book Fair at Expo. BUT! end up buying nothing from Popular Book Fair but mum did a damage of $300+ at John Little Megasale. :/ happy for me, because got myself new lingeries! AHAHAHAHAAAAA! every female would be happy when there's lingerie sale. :D then we had to carry our load to Bugis.

mum got sister's advanced birthday present. initially the Guess bag was for mum but she decided to give that to sis and get her a new one later on since we saw nicer ones at City Sq. :/ ahahahahahaa! happy me! because mum got me a new pair of wallet. it was like freaking random! was just browsing through the Guess wallets and mum suddenly asked me to choose one and she'll pay fer it. :/ LOVES MUM LOTS! :D

after Bugis we headed to City Sq and finally Mustafa. long day. was definitely tiring. :/

Saturday was just me with the books and family.

Sunday was a day with the boyfiee. :) went public since it would be troublesome getting parking slot at Clarke Quay. so we went Clarke Quay for a flee market. didnt find anything interesting. then headed to Bugis. had our lunch at LJS. it been some time since i last had LJS. got my sis Body Shop's blusher as a birthday present. then the boyfie bought himself a new waller. HE NEEDED TO! his previous wallet was, :/ how should i put this, quite inconvenient looking at the number of cards he has with him. then i had the cash and boyfiee's birthday is like in July, i decided to get him a new watch. VERY early birthday present but im worried that i'll get cashless by July then bye,bye boyfie's birthday gift. so might as well i get it for him now before i get pokai later on. :/

and i saw a watch im interested myself. hehhs. shall ermms, ask dad for it later. im hoping that he'll agree. the last time i asked him money for non-school stuff is like the starting of last year. i dont usually get my stuffs from him. but shall try my luck this week. :D the boyfiee said he'll only wear his watch if i get myself that watch. awws. :D

so that's pretty much it. HAHAHAHAHAHAA! lame shit la this post. kthxbye.

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-05-24T19:29:00.009+08:00

heyys.

first of all,

HAPPY 4 YEARS AND 6 MONTHS BABY! :) 4 and a half years alr! I LOVE YOU MUCHIES MUCHIES, MOHAMED HAZIQ BIN HALIM! :D

i had one of the best weekends. :) daddy took a leave on Friday so i met my parents at IMM after school. then later in the evening had the usual mother-daughter time. this time we went all the way to Toa Payoh for Nasi Ayam Bakar Ojolali. YUMMS! :) then bus-ed all the way to town which was a mistake because the jam was killing us! :(

guess how much is this? it's obvious it's a cheapo watch but heyy! it's only $2.60! the perfect watch for school! :D

it was PTM on Saturday. the teachers basically didnt say much about it. -.- i dunno what was the PTM for. pfft. cept for GP meeting, the rest was like around 5 mins? or lesser! arrived at 12pm and ended at 1pm. HAHAAHAHAAA! the best PTM. :)

then later in the afternoon went over to the bf's place to study. left around 9 plus to meet up with the other. Karaoke for 3 hours! which i slept halfway because i was too tired and kinda bored. AHAHAHAHAHAAA! awesome. :) almost all the guys lost their voice after the karaoke session. Epic moment; the bf duet with Khairul Nizam and Khairul had to be the girl. (Y)

then Sunday was just the books and the park for a jog. Sunday is the best day of the week to relax despite having to mug.

the weekends was rather unproductive. :( only did ElectroChem and OMG! all that mugging didnt pay off because the paper was a killer. im prepared to get single digit for this paper. for real. :( oh wells. gotta work harder and strive harder. hope it pays off at the end of the year. InsyaAllah. :)

btw, after my As, anyone willing to teach me the art of makeup? hehhs. ive always loved playing with makeup. BUT! i only can use natural eyeshadows without looking like being boxed. any other colours, that's it. i look like as though i got punched in the face. especially smokey eyes. FAIL! tskk! and i tried doing the heart lips. ULTIMATE FAIL! here's some photos.

so someone out there! help me with the art of makeup okayys?! i'll love you forever, PROMISE! :)

anyway, an addition to the baby hamster's cage!

new playground!HEHE

and and! was stoning in the mirror after studying then took the scissors and just snipped away my fringe. very random. HAHAHAHA! think i made a mistake but oh wells, my fringe grows fast! :D just hope i dont look so kuku. SEE THE DIFFERENCE!

huge difference right? but oh wells. cant do anything about it anymore. oh wells.

been taking care of my eating habits because im getting fat and more people are claiming that i am. BUT! 'diet' and me dont go well together on weekends because of the temptations! :( tskk! oh wells. SEAWEED FISH RINGS ARE THE BOMB! I LOVE! :D and that's the cake i gave dad on his birthday. :) the white chocolates are missing thanks to me and daddy. HAHAHAHAHA! didnt cut on his birthday because we were waiting for mum to be together with us. she wasnt home on dad's birthday because she had to work. :(

okayy. that's about it. so til' here! toodles! :D

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-05-19T22:48:00.004+08:00

heyys. :)

shall make a short post before i head for bed. :)

so here's what i did on Saturday night with the boyfriend and friends. i had 2 rounds of karaoke and an hour of L4D2 with just the boyfriend. believe it or not, just these simple things made my weekends the best. plus the fact that i manage to finish a book by my favourite author, Sarah Elizabeth Phillips, on Sunday because i didnt wanna be distracted by it anymore. hehhs.

so what dya do when you are xtremely stressed and got no ideas how to destress? take it from me. KARAOKE! :D and maybe a game of L4D2 if you do enjoy it. :)

so there goes my entry about my weekends. :) and you've really gotta try reading Sarah Elizabeth Phillips's book. never fail to attach your emotions to it. ive cried reading two of her books already. :)

btw, today is 19 May, which means it's Ayah birthday! :)

Selamat Hari Jadi. Semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki. InsyaAllah. Thank you for all the support you've given me through out the years. Be it financially or morally. You never fail to open my eyes to the mistakes i've done and never fail to try making me a better person. Without you, i might have end up in the streets, going on the path i'm not supposed to be on. Thank you Ayah. I love you very much. Alhamdulillah i'm one of the privileged children who still have their parents by their side. :)

so til' here then.

XOXO,

faLahh.

ps. TOMORROW PHYSICS SPA! WISH ME LUCK! D:

2010-05-13T23:36:00.003+08:00

heyys.

yknow this feeling of being addicted to a song so much that you have to sing it over and over again? but some songs are just so explicit and cheesy? ahahahahaa! it's like you're singing to that song and when the cheesy parts come, it is just so awkward. let's point out some songs that just put you to such situations.

1. Bedrock

" Oh baby, I be stuck to you like glue baby

Wanna spend it all on you baby
My room is the g-spot
Call me Mr. Flinestone
I can make your bed rock
I can make your bed rock
I can make your bed rock girl
I can make your bedrock
I can make your bedrock

[Nicki Minaj]
Okay I get it
Let me think
I guess its my turn
Maybe its time to put this pussy on your sideburns
He say Im bad
He prolly right
He pressin me like buttons downs on a Friday night
Im so pretty like
We on my pedal bike
He on my low skirt
He on my edgar whites
He say Nicki dont stop
you the bestest
and I just be coming off the top as bestest "

like seriously? must you share your sex experience to the public? that's something very personal yknow.

2. OMG

"I fell in love with shawty when I seen her on the dance floor
She was dancing sexy, pop, pop, popping, dropping, dropping low
Never ever has a lady hit me on the first sight
This was something special; this was just like dynamite
Honey got a booty like pow, pow, pow
Honey got some boobies like wow, oh wow
Girl you know I’m loving your, loving your style
Check, check, check, check, check, checking you out like,
Ooh (oooh) she got it allll
Sexy from her head to the toes
And I want it all, it all, it all"

we all get it. she's hot and you're totally checking her out.

3. Thinking of You

" He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself "

okayy. so you two slept together. enough details already.

4. Carry Out

"Take my order cause your body like a
carry out
Let me walk into your body till it’s
lights out
Turn me on, my baby dont you
cut me out
Turn me on, my baby dont you
cut me out

Number one, I take two number three’s
That’s a whole lot of you and a side of me.
Now is it full of myself to want you full of me?
And if there’s room for dessert then I want a piece

Baby get my order right, no errors
Imma touch you in all the right areas
I could feed you, you could feed me
Girl, deliver that to me, come see me

Cause is me, you, you, me, me, you all night
Have it your way, foreplay
Before I feed you appetite

Do you like it well done, cause I do it well
Cause I’m well seasoned if you couldn’t tell
Now let me walk into your body until you hear me out
And turn me on, my baby, dont you cut me out"

wait wait. so you wanna order the food or have her instead?

5. LICKY

"LI Licky CK Licky Y
Licky all night

LI Licky CK Licky Y
The way that you like

Repeat

So many differ-ent reasons that I’m differ-ent
These flavours got dipping in
Aint none of you got
She got a differ-ence, at least when I’m licking when
Ma poking and ticklish
It comes tonight

Peaches the sweetest
the creamiest taste for love
It makes you sweep the licky can can

Chocolate kisses, vanilla thighs
Just what it takes to get in ya mind
Ticking we tongue, addicted to taste
Cinnamon lemon, a dozen to try"

need i say more about it?

can you imagine listening to 987fm in the car with your parents and apparently these songs were on the playlist on the way home? hooboy. fer sure i'll feel a lil' awkward.

wells, this is just something random. so wells. toodles!

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-05-13T23:01:00.005+08:00

hello! :)

sorry for the lack of updates. been busy with school plus ehems.. the fact that i'm lazy about updating. so just for a short update to tell ya guys what i've been up to for the past few weeks.

1. the boyfie went public with me to Bugis! this was to run away from *gulps* ERP. plus we are going green! so we must be happy! :)

2. URA as a GP immersion programme with half of the class. we are damn on! :D

3. Take the Stage, JJ Talent Time 2010 @ RP.

* some of the Talent Time pixs are with Dhu so shall post then some other time alright. :)

so that's pretty much it. til' then. toodles.

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-05-03T22:17:00.002+08:00

heyys people.

shit im broke. i wanna buy myself a shirt yet at the same time i wanna buy the boyfiee a new watch that's same with me because he broke the one i bought for him in the recent accident. so i'm thinking deeply whether i should just sacrifice my shirt and get us both a new watch.

i need helpppp! should i just sacrifice my shirt and buy the watches or just buy that freaking shirt for me? :( i hate being broke. what's worst? it's daddy's birthday this month. GREAT!

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-05-02T18:34:00.003+08:00

to my bby, (which i know he won't read but oh wells!)

sorry my PMS acted up yesterday and we had to part just like that. but you still made me cheer up at some moments when we were tgt yesterday. :)

the moment you suddenly attacked me and got me laughing. the moment you kissed on my head( my favourite kiss spot! ) and the moment you asked me,

" sape sakk BoB? " - he was referring to B.o.B who sang airplanes with Hayley.

(read: who's BoB?)

and his brother replied, " kawan kau. " (read: your friend)

AHAHAHAHAHAHAA! i had the exact reply in my head! but the brother had to reply first! :(

and i miss the times studying together with you and when we did yesterday, it got me feeling like years ago. i miss that. :)

so i'm truly sorry for what ive did. PMS kicked in hard. but i still love you and you know that. i'm glad everything went just well when we met later at night. :) ily.

XOXO,

faLahh.

ps.

something scary happened yesterday and got me panicking for a moment.

was cleaning my hamham's cage so i put him in the small cage instead.

the hamham usually is quiet but it suddenly squeaked yesterday then he remained at his position! i was getting scared because i kept staring at him but he just wont move even when i poked the sides of the cage! i petted him and he only moved down and still no movement!

i was screaming at my mum," asal die tak gerak?! " ( read: why is he not moving?! ) - i was very scared okayy. :( mum gave carrots but he still kept still. mum was assuring me that everything is going on just fine because his eyes are still moving a lil'. after a while, he went back to normal.

pheww. i would cry and die if anything happens. :( precious baby from my own baby.

2010-05-01T10:33:00.005+08:00

heyys.

had a wonderful day with mum yesterday. it was our usual mother-daughter Friday. ive been pestering mum to go with me to the Double Helix bridge since i couldnt go with the boyfie because he's always working. so that was where we headed yesterday. :)

Marina Sq to Double Helix then Satay and finally chilled at Esplanade while being entertained. :) a way to appreciate Arts and Music somehow. a simple day yet a meaningful one.

and while was chilling with mum at Esplanade, i kinda miss the times i used to have with my friends there. from PG. to Ira, remember how we used to sip CCC while enjoying the breeze. and our first 'prom' together? which we didnt dress up for. because we totally had no idea that it was prom themed. then the boyfriend. how can i forget our first fireworks together? he whispered 'ily' five times in my ears while the fireworks was on. and the ouching process we had to go through because the fireworks was rather close to us. now that area is no longer there. D: good times we had there, good times.

now im supposed to go out early with the boyfriend for lunch before he heads for work. but he's not awake yet! hyak dush! hmphs. so til' here then, toodles.

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-04-28T23:49:00.006+08:00

heyys.

been busy(+lazy) at home thus that explains the lacking of updates. whenever i'm out or in school, i just have this urge to blog but pfft, when i'm home, i'm much too lazy or i have something else better to do. :/

last week was definitely tiring. the niece and nephew was at home with the parents. initially the plan was to stay for 3 weeks. but sis-in-law had an emergency at home so she had to leave this Monday. having the chase the niece around was hell tiring. ever since the niece was here, i always seem to knock out at 10+ when my usual bedtime is 12+. hmms.

but it's only been 2 days since the family left and i'm missing Ayesha like shiatz! :( i miss the usual sight of Ayesha running to me when i get home. rindu rinduuuu~

must go visit this girl soon! :) i think dad misses her too. he's been calling cucu atok even when she's not in Pending anymore. :'(

met with the boyfie on friday. got caught in a heavy rain while on the way Al Azhar (which we cancelled since it was raining heavily) ! fcuking scary! thunders and lightings! but we still went ahead after a few mins of waiting. fcuking painful. :( the droplets were like arghhh! hugged to boyfie while he shivered like mad. hot dinner+hot tea with the rest and finally home. phew. wet from head to toe. but it was quite an experience. made me even more determined to take car license. HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA! boyfie is gonna kill me if he sees this.

" if it rains, i will wave at you from the inside of my car okayy? " the boyfie always hate it when i say this to him. HAHAHAHAHAAAAA! kiddings b. but shiatz, the reality? ive gotta save up A LOT to get my own car and car license. probably i'll only get it at the age of 20+. fcuking old and long way to go. motor pon motor lahhs.

then had the usual after midnight meet-ups with the rest during the weekend. but i was thinking that i've got to make my Saturday productive so went studying at McD alone around 8+ while waiting for the bf to get done with work and fetched me close to midnight.

McD for mugging then to Simpang Bedok. ( butt numb here because we got lost while on the way to Simpang Bedok ) then to airplane runway. ( close up on airplanes landing ) finally the Changi Beach to chill. :)

prison break. :)

sleep on the bike for a while. black visor, no one noticed me sleeping while i hugged the boyfie tightly. :) but was damn excited when i saw the spiral bridge from expressway. gotta ask mum to go with me this friday! got home around 4 plus. helped mum in the kitchen then knocked out til' late afternoon. :/

so that's about it.

XOXO,

faLahh.

ps.

24.April.2010

HAPPY 4YRS and 5MTHS b! :)

i love you veh veh veh veh much.

you know i do right? :)

2010-04-18T22:50:00.013+08:00

heyys.

shall make it a short post since i have mugging to do. *prediction: it's gonna be a long night ahead if i manage to stay up late which means even worse eye bags and dark rings.* :'( oh wells. i'll blog so i won't be too distracted about updating my blog later in the weekdays during school days. :)

so here goes. :) finally yesterday night i manage to meet up with these pretty ladies. :) been weeks since we last met because i usually only meet up with the boyfie during weekends. so yesterday did manage to meet them. :D

so that's just basically my weekends. just the meet up at night plus sending the baby nephew, Aiman to polyclinic for the jaundice check up. the rest was just mugging. which, im still not satisfied with. :( haish haish haish...

some random things to post about.

things that keeps me going on with mugging:

* fruity pebbles and coffee! which was infested with ants after a while. :( and i stopped eating fruity pebbles because it was a distracted! i couldnt stop munching!

* the candle which isnt strong enough to bring aroma to the room. pfft. gotta get new ones soon i guess.

let's go back into time and lemme introduce you to JJ132.

my awesome team mates. the 3 Fa(d/t)s and 2 Weis. :)

and all that staying up late in school plus numerous meetups in library for preparation were totally worth it! thank you JJ132, without our teamwork, we wouldnt achieve the A/B grades we attained. i thank you. and i thank Allah. Alhamdulillah. :) now, there's 2 As attained already. Alhamdulillah! :)

and what me and hy did during Physics lecture while waiting patiently for the release of PW results?

THIS! HAHA! :D

and ohs! i've sorted out all my files alr! cept Chem. have yet to separate the J1 and J2 work. hmms. lazy lazy. :( shall do it later during the weekdays.

OHHS! i kinda miss going out with these people in my life:

i miss going out with these 2 bitches. i know i meet them in school but i miss going out with em'! :(

i miss going out together with the FFAHs! from Swensens to Henderson to Changi Airport!

and finally, i miss my lovely PGs! :D you girls owe me a L4D date. oh wait. it's up to me right? :( wait til' my hols are here okay? :D

so yeah. my list. :) and ohs! ive got sth to show!

the web of 09S22 2010! :D what happens when a lecture is superbly boring? THIS! :D

so yeahh. til' here then.

XOXO,

faLahh.

ps.

i love you, Mohamed Haziq bin Halim.

* just an assurance. *

2010-04-13T21:51:00.004+08:00

hello. :)

hui yi was being a bitch and shared with me this.

HAHAHAHAAA! okaylaaa... she wasnt being a bitch. i find it hilarious too. and what's more surprising, the same spelling(which most of the people i know would wrongly spell my name), xcept without the nur. :) and omg, FOR PEOPLE WHO HATE FADHILAH AND THINK SHES A MINAH. kns. if this is for me, Ashraf would definitely be the first to join! okay random stuff.

and i found sth fcuking cool shiatz on the net! definitely one of MY WANTS!

presenting to yaaa...

Polaroid PoGo Digital Instant Camera

polaroid+digi cameraaaaa! cool shiatz la omg! definitely listing it down under MY WANTS! :) but it goes for $540 on a blogshop i saw. apparently i was searching online and it goes for only around US$190++. so if including the shippings and stuff, it's suppose to be cheaper right? hmmms. oh wells. gotta check it out even more detailed later on. :)

til' here.

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-04-12T19:02:00.003+08:00

hello.

Kakak and Adek:

Nur Ayesha and Noor Aiman. ♥

how adorable. :) my niece and nephew. my love. ♥

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-04-11T22:44:00.004+08:00

heyys.

loved my weekends. spent my time with my loved ones. :) both family and the boyfiee.

brought Ayesha out yesterday. since we're meeting her parents and her lil' brother, we brought Ayesha as well. :) thought it would be hard to take care of Ayesha, but we were wrong! she apparently behaved very well with us even though her parents weren't there. apparently mum says that she always behaves when her parents are not there. good girl. :)

went Sim Lim since my sis wants to get sth from there then to PS to change our Starhub setup box. apparently ours went berserk. :/ and finally, SGH to meet baby Aiman. :) Alhamdulillah. healthy baby. and true enough, Ayesha was screaming and running when her parents were there. :/ Ayesha Ayeshaa...

then later at night, met the boyfie for lan gaming session. knn. boyfiee didnt give me any mercy at all when we were playing Modern Warfare. :( then we had our dinner at McD after the lan gaming session.

made a stop to his house since he wanted to get something from there and finally send me home. :) enjoyed my Saturday. a pleasant Saturday definitely. :) quality time with my loved ones.

Sunday was just an evening with parents at Giant after we fetched mum. :) (L) i love my parents. :)

and here, i shall end off my entry with my smelly face. HAHA!

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-04-10T01:50:00.004+08:00

heyys.

me, Nur Fadhilah bte. Sulaiman, is officially a very happy auntie who just got herself a new nephew. :) but don't worry Ayesha, mak Busu will still look at your photos in my hp over and over again when i miss you. :) and i will not stop looking videos of you at Atok's iPhone okay? mak Busu still loves you lots lots. :D

Alhamdulillah. On 9 April 2010 @ 4.43pm , Noor Aiman bin Noor Rahim was born weighing 3720 grams. Was really glad when i received the MMS from sister-in-law. :) Alhamdulillah. and oh my, Aiman is very very cute! :) will be looking forward the visit to hospital tomorrow. shall meet kakArliana and Aiman. who knows Ayesha might be there too. :) Alhamdulillah. you got no idea how thankful i am right now to have a newphew. :) Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah. kakArliana said after Aiman, "close sop" already. HAHA! :) happy happy day for me tday!

manage to clean up my room tday and i am definitely satisfied with my room right now. because the desktop is finally out of my room so my laptop has lotsa space plus i placed a very nice egg that turns colour-colour. :) HURRAY TO FREE SPACE! :) mum was shocked to see me placing the computer and plugging all of them on my own. mum thought i was dumb about plugging in the computer stuffs. -.- but i'm really glad that it's finally out of my room since i've already got my laptop. plus, while kakArliana's one month stayover at Pending, mum said kakArliana can have easy access to the internet in the living room. :)

i am in love with my desk now. even more convenient to do my school work! :) getting things done = happy me! :) okayy shall now hit the bed so i can wake up early tomorrow and get done with some of my school work.

XOXO,

faLahh.

ps.

sorry for the very late update. m feeling very sick, and still is. in fact, it's worst now. cough PLUS flu! :( misery misery.

pps.

bf actually asked me to tag along for riding. but at this condition, riding at night would just make my flu worst. :( although i'm dying to tag along. but oh wells. i miss you boyfiee.

2010-04-04T22:51:00.004+08:00

heyys.

didnt really quite like my weekends despite it being a long one. dont ask me why i dont like it. maybe because i'm sick or maybe because i didnt really go anywhere. :( boring weekends.

but then again, i just try to keep in mind that this year takes a lot of sacrifices in order to have a stable future. this year determines my future, my career. so i've gotta just be patient. i've got to keep in mind that i can't have my normal weekends lifestyle that i've been having for years. i've gotta slow down all my weekends activities for this year. just this year.

Bersabarlah Nur Fadhilah. :)

but at least i did manage to meet the boyfie this week. :) he's always the person i look forward to meet during the weekends after a week in school.

took the opportunity to clean up my table since it was a long weekend. :) cleared my shelves and added some things to my table. some things that make me smile. hehhs. :)

purple carebear and snow globe! :)

got rid all of the photos and thingys on my desktop and pasted on my closet instead. :) CLEARED! :)

friday was class lunch. it was a short one. so after the lunch, some left while me and some other three stayed at McD til' 9.30, studying plus digressing. :/ hehhs. i tried to understand Electro Magnetic but i just suck. :( shall go ask Mr Sin tmr about Electro Magnetic.

saturday was boring. :( i thought i didnt wanna go out since it was raining BUT! i made a wrong choice. it was mad boring at home! to the xtent that i begged mum to go somewhere but she didnt gave in so i was stuck at home. THEN! to add on to misery, mum didnt let me order McD because it was raining and she pitied the McDelivery guys. oh sheesh. so i didnt go out AND i didnt get my McD. :( but later that night, met boyfie and the others. had my very very very very late dinner. hehhs. bad habit. prangai gemok. tsk tskk! didnt stay for long though. then Simpsons marathon til' 5 in the morning. hehhs. finally, MY BED!

today i woke up late. felt rather guilty because it's been a habit for me to wake up early these days. then i was thinking of watching movie with the boyfie but went online and realised that all the tickets for earlier times are almost sold out. idea scraped! went over to his place. applied some thingy on his wound (mataer aku manja nak mampos kks. ngade2.) then taught his brother math and finally, went for lunch before he left for work. then i wanted to get for him a new cashcard, since he lost his previous one. tskkk! careless careless. so i went ahead to Bangkit's 7eleven, SOLD OUT. knn. then went BPP's 7eleven, SOLD OUT. kns. was contemplating whether to go Lot 1 for the cashcard. mind you, it was raining and i'm alone. Lot 1 was my last hope. i was thinking that if there's no cashcard at Lot 1, shall just head home. but HURRAY! :) there was cashcard at Lot 1's Cheers. HAPPY HAPPY me! :) you had no idea how happy i got. then walked around and did damaged to my ATM on a bag and some random stuffs then finally head home. :)

so there you go. my boring weekends. now to end off with some SUPER random pictures. buhbyes! :)

TOLD YA IT WAS RANDOM! HAHA! :)

XOXO,

faLahh.

ps.

i hate my cough. should i head the doctor after school tomorrow? this cough has been with me ever since before March hols. cb. it's April alr.

pps.

got rid of my tagboard and added, FormSpring instead. there's a link too under the 'clickclick' section. kthxbye.

2010-03-29T22:43:00.004+08:00

heyys.

now for my weekly update. :) ohs. btw, i know this might be a little too late but then again,

HAPPY 4 YEARS, 4 MONTHS BBY! :) I LOVE YOU VEH MUCH! :)

:) and i hope for a speed recovery for you. every night i'll pray for you safety and speed recovery. :) last friday, boyfiee got into an accident. nope. no other vehicles. it was a patch of oil on the road. tskkk! so early in the morning the boyfie got my bloody worried and the whole day he was whining on how painful is his wound and asked me to head to his place to meet him.

i thought he was being a wussy about the wound and but at the same time, was cursing because school ended at 6 for me that day thanks to the Community Emergency Preparedness Programme. thought i could rush over to his place straight after school to meet that wussy. :p ( but same time i was really worried, for real. ) BUT! brother had to call and ask me to send over laptop to his place. so i went home, changed, hurried over to bro's place and fly to the boyfie's place. didnt see the wound yet. but the bandage was hugeeeee. no kidds. but i still thought he was being a wussy because he kept whining.

so the next day was Info Session til' 5.30. rushed home, bought food for the bf since he was hungry then went over to his place. and there, he showed me his wound. like OMG! it's bloody disgusting. so the bf was not a wuss and it was a bloody big wound after all. i would definitely not post the picture of it because you might just puke. no kidds. so then the boyf took LRT wimme ( jerk! was making a fuss about how long he didnt take public transport. show off. :p ). i went over to bro's place while he went off with his friends.

went out at 6.30am. the boyf accompanied me on the phone while i was on the way to meet mum as usual. :) later that evening, went over to boyfie's place again, ( i was his 'nurse' for the time being. had to help/assist him wash his wound. ) i studied at his place while we waited for the right time to go off for dinner. so then, bandaged his wound yet again and finally went for dinner. he was being so stubborn and wanted to ride his bike while i on the other hand, was getting upset but finally, he did gave in and we took the bus to BPP instead. :) good. had LJS for dinner and finally home. he waited with me for the bus but his arrived first. :( no fair.

thus, i come to a conclusion that i definitely enjoyed my weekends despite no outing at all because i spend good quality time with the boyfie. taking care of him was not a chore at all. :)

plus i can never get sick of the view from my boyfie's place.

XOXO,

faLahh.

ps.

i love you b. :) get well soon dear. and dont be degil! tskk!

2010-03-22T23:13:00.005+08:00

heyys.

so made a promise to blog about my Saturday. since the pictures are already up on facebook, lemme just update ya about it alrights? :)

enjoyed my Saturday a lot. despite being a rainy day, still met the boyfriend. i realised that even though i had a week of school holidays, i didnt meet him during the weekdays of the holidays! :/ rindu bangetz ekhh! hmphs.

went out around 4 and headed to his place. watched Adnan Sempit since it was raining til' 6. being me totally random, i suddenly said to him in the middle of Adnan Sempit, " b, badan die muscular giler ekhhs! " hahahahaa! so later after that, went BPP for a while for finger food then went to his grandma's place.

made our move after Maghrib. initially we waited for the rest at ESSO but since we were early, we made our way to Mufiz at Bukit Batok and had our dinner there. the food was okayy i guess. the paper prata wasnt that fantastic but i still like it though. :)

he didnt want me to take a photo of him with the food but i was being stubborn and he gave me that pose. -.- den i said, " dalaa b, you tetap tak semuscular Adnan Sempit. " ahahahaaaa! :D and it was soooooo unlike boyfie not to finish his food! tsk tskk!

then made our way to CDANS because the guys planned on playing bowling. we arrived way earlier than the rest so we just sat and chatted away. finally the rest arrived but unfortunately, CDANS was much too crowded. okayy. exaggeration. ahahahaaa! :) but it was still crowded.

so went to Taman Jurong instead for bowling. omg. i suck at bowling. :/ nothing new about it. Shafiq Bom scored the best. wowwwz. :) so let the pictures do the talking baybehs! :)

just see the scores. :) and you'll know how sucky i am. but i manage to pull up my scores at the last few throws! :D okayy. thanx to boyfie because he asked me to bowl in a certain way and it did helped. :) (L)

the PRO! :) champ.

fazrul, please, dont baling the ball. throw normally. ahahahahaaa! :D

apy. :)

okayy. i look totally noob. but not as noob as boyfiee. HAHA! he was saying that, that is the hand of pro. pfft! pro kebabai b!

my turn my turn! plus b turn. SEBOK!

heli. :)

trust me, the shoes were slippery. and b unexpectedly did a stunt. AHAHAHAHAAA! pro like shiatz. AHAHAHAHAAA! :D

we didnt play the 2nd game so me and bf play a game of very mini pool. ahahahahaa! my virgin try on pool! serious shiatz! :D and i kinda sucked at it. boyfie totally didnt give me any mercy, well, not until at the end of the game. :( hmphs.

so there goes my Saturday. totally enjoyed my Saturday. :) so that's all then. toodles! :D

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-03-21T01:23:00.004+08:00

heyys.

would really love to blog about today. but didnt really take any pictures, so i'm waiting for some pictures to be up on facebook. so i'll just blog about my Thursday then, PG date! (L) LIKE FINALLY! okayy. partially it was my fault that we're always not having any common time for a date. but since it was March holidays, definitely there was a common time.

rather last minute. plus we didnt planned anything. it was all last minute. didnt have any idea up in our mind. so we just made our way to Bugis then. walked around Bugis Village and then splurge on junk foods. :/ i really splurged A LOT on junk food that day. HAHA!

first it was Beard Papa's eclair. (L) me likeyyyy~ then it was Yami Yogurt. went to Iluma, planning to sit at the open space there but it was raining. :( so then... got attracted to BerryLite and splurge on another cup of yogurt. but damn, BerryLite is better than Yami. such a waste that it's only avail at Iluma and PP. :( have to stick to Yami then.

Then it was CAMWHORING time. :D

then we spent close to an hour in Comics Connection. HAHAHAHAAAA! looking for every single SHINee stuff. :p ive yet to find Taemin's lanyard. please inform me if you find it. last resort, then i shall just but the name. :( but i want Taemin lanyardddd~! checked out BP, they only got Minho and Key. :(:(:( oh wells.

so yeahhh. that's about it.

XOXO,

faLahh.

ps.

i'll blog about today asap. once the pictures are up. :)

2010-03-17T18:28:00.005+08:00

heyys.

forgot to mention about this. but on the Saturday when i met Ana, we actually exchanged our veryyyyyyyyyyyyy belated birthday gifts. and omg. Ana is soooo cute! :p well in a post i blogged last year on 6 December. click on it for the post. and i actually said i want a certain somebody for my birthday. ok fine, here the post for lazy bums.

weikks weikks.

can i please have a certain somebody for my birthday present? please?

my love, Taemin. :D
despite you being 1 year younger than me, i still love you deeply with my heart. okayy not love. because no one can replace my bf. but still, LOVEEEEEES! cutes cutes cutes! :D:D:D

XOXO,
faLahhh.

and look who's hanging on my desktop nowwww...?!

my dear taeminnnnn! :) (L) thanx Anaaaaa! :D totally loveeeee it~! (L) (L) (L)

btw, ive always loved drawing things for the boyfriend when i feel like it. i did drew something for him. but i never really find the right time to give it to him. i want it to be something special for him, something he would appreciate a lot. not something that is meant to be just tossed away and kept somewhere at the corner of his house. but everytime i drew something for him, i kinda had the feeling that he'd just toss it away at a corner of his house. :( why is it so hard to appreciate something despite it being just a simple thing? something that is made with lotsa love is meant to be appreciated, no matter how simple it is. :(

it's still with me. here's what i drew.

i used to draw a lot for him. - yes i love drawing. but i bet it's like nothing to him. i bet he thinks it's just a dumb drawing from me. :(

i just wish he would appreciate it more. :'(

alright. time to sleep. my lungs hurt from all the coughing. :( sick sick sick. somebody teach me how to do porridge please? none of the food in my house seems appealing to me. :/ lost of appetite. shall blast musics through the earpiece while i take a rest and wait for Glee!

XOXO,

faLahh

2010-03-15T01:07:00.006+08:00

heyys.

i'm kinda tired and i really need the sleep because im heading gym with mum tomorrow morning. so shall make a very very short update about my weekends.

Saturday.

a day out with ana. (L) been ages since i last saw her. misses. :) great day, great company. (L)

uber cute right the YOG mascots? :D then later at night was day out with the bf and friends. went karaoke-ing again. :) and the guys showed an example for, " racing tak menjadi. "

end of Saturday.

Sunday.

Swiss Serenade. 2 years ago, i was on the stage. This year, i'm watching the stage instead. missing my Clarinet section. :( THEY DIDN'T PLAY PONYOOOO~! WHAT'S THIS?! :(

i still wanna hear Ponyo Ponyo~! :(

WHY NEVER PLAYYYYYYYY PONYOOOOO PONYOOOOO~!? :(

kthxbye.

XOXO,
faLahh.

2010-03-13T12:38:00.003+08:00

heyys.

just an update about yesterday. SPORTS DAY SPORTS DAY! :) phew. was lucky i wasnt up there at the grandstand with the Banni people because i'm totally not up for cheering. the throat is being a bitch. was part of the Officials instead. was tiring thought. brought along my camera but didnt take any because was kinda busy the whole time. hurray to my sunblock! :) thanks to it, didnt really get tanned. cept for the arms because i only applied on my face. HAHA! and my tan line was rather faint. can't imagine if i didnt apply sunblock. gasp! mum will be calling me dark! :/ BANNI CREATED HISTORY BAYBEHS! 1st after 3-4 years of being ehems, top 4.

so right after sports day, went L11 with Premala. met Dhu. i was being extra because it was an ICS/YOGA farewell for Raj. huahua! so i was the only malay there. :p but then again, Dhu did asked me along. AHAHAHAHAAA! was the photographer of the day. and the cake was yummylicious! DEFINITELY! Chocolate from Prima Deli. slurps! :D it was a touching session though. Premala left early since she was going out with Madhavi.

so then, headed to Teh Tarik with Dhu and finally went home. took 187. missed my stop and woke up only at expressway. :/ had to go all the way til' Woodlands then took bus back home. HAHA! idiot.

so yea. that's all. toodles~!

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-03-10T20:09:00.001+08:00

heyyyyys~ :)

it's freaking Wednesday already! MAD HAPPYYYY~ which means i can meet my boyfie bby soon! :D 2 more days 2 more days! :D:D:D:D

i miss you boyfiee bby! :)

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-03-07T11:31:00.010+08:00

heyys.

it's already afternoon so let's make my post fast(i hope) so i can devote myself to Chemistry later on. i'm gonna go CHEM-CRAZY today, no kidds.

yesterday was one of the best Saturdays i had. :) me likey~ despite it being simple and all, i still love it. :) had dinner with the TLS friends. there was almost 20 people. and 14 of us, ate together as though we were family. awwws. i love that feeling~ :) it's so comfy somehow. :) though i tried to limit my food(on the attempt of dieting because people are calling me FAT!), i still enjoyed my food with them. :)

met up with them at Choa Chu Kang park around 7+. waited for the rest to come til' 8+ and finally we made our way to Rasa Istimewa for dinner. :) but before that, met the boyfriend around 4. Headed to his place. believe or not, he was still smelling stinky at 4 to 5 in the afternoon! pfft! studied Chem at his place while he was watching Ninja Assassins with his siblings. i did get distracted though for some moments. :/

but his siblings was sooooo cute. apparently they just finished CA1 and both trying to sabotage each other by showing the other one's CA papers which they failed! ahahahahaaaa! tskk! running around the house just to pass me the paper. hahahahaaa! then only at 7+ we left for dinner. :)

we had to wait for our food for an hour plus because it was packed. so i tried to make my waiting time worthwhile by reading Chem notes. huhu! :)

bby... i should totally teach you how to take pictures. can you please take pictures without making silly faces and give decent smiles for decent pictures? you simply like taking photos while making silly faces dont you? ahahahaaaaa! next time when we take a photo together, i want you to smile and show that cute dimple of yours okayy? please? Thank you. :)

so around 11+, boyfie sent me home while he went for a meeting at his workplace then back to CCK for the meeting with TLS. i waited for him at home instead. they took soooo long that i accidentally slept and made them wait for almost half an hour downstairs. :/ sorry~ was tired i guess so i accidentally slept on the sofa while watching television. hehhs.

so then we went riding.

and boyfriend was asking me in malay, " no one to hug my tummy? " when i didnt hug him while riding. heheeee. i love my boyfriend.

we went Sembawang Park. some of them went exploring while we losers tried to make campfire. ahahahahahaaa! of course we failed. we only burnt papers rather than twigs and leaves. ahahahahaaaa! failure~ but while the attempt of making the campfire, some of them were singing the survivor song. ahahahahaaaa! oh ey oh ey ya ey ey ohhhh~( my attempt to write out the survivor theme song. huhu!)

but after lotsa attempts to build a campfire, after a lot of junk papers burnt into ashes, apparently someone threw in a lighter(i think it was my boyf). at this point of time, it was funnnnnnnyyyyyy~ ahahahahaaa!

in malay,

" ehh. i throw lighter into the fire! "

" oi! it's gonna xplode laaa! "

* ALL RUNNNNN~ til' someone actually kicked a helmet due to panic! *

* VERY SMALL AND MINOR XPLOSION WHILE THE FLAME BECAME A LIL' BIGGER FOR A MOMENT *

then the guys started dancing around the fire like red indians! feeling oh-so-happy! ahahahhahaaaa! after a few seconds, FIRE GONE. ahahahahahaaaa!

* all started walking back to their bikes *

" laaa! that's all? "

ahahahahahaaaa! then we headed home.

bby said i am boncet! :( he more boncet lorr please. and dont worry, i'm in an attempt to shed of some weight. :) ( read: boncet means having rounded tummy )

woke up at 5.30 in the morning and got ready to meet the mum at her workplace as usual for breakfast and groceries shopping at Pasar Geylang. :) loves.

so that's about it about my weekends. :) toodles~!

XOXO,

faLahh.

ps.

this is something random but i just had an urge to blog. this might sound a lil mushy so for those who cant stand mushy-ness, please do not scroll any further. thank you. :)

to Mohamed Haziq bin Halim, my dear darling boyfiee.

i just have this gush of feelings, mixed with love and misses for you so i had this urge to tell you how much i love you and how much i long to be together with you forever.

to be honest, the beginning of our relationship, i wasnt sure about how long we were gonna last, how long we will be together. but now, all i'm thinking right now, is you growing up with me, sharing our lives together.

after all, you know everything about me. you know every single bit of me, in fact, EVERYTHING! okayy partly because i'm a chatter mouth so i'll complain every single bit of my miseries to you til' you said i'm like mak nenek. hehee. and i know every single bit of you, especially you prangai! huhu~! :)

and you are simply the only person i'll always have in my mind when i'm watching a show and these love scenes come to place.

you are simple the only person that i'll think of, wishing you're beside me, when i'm listening to love songs.

so B, i just hope we'll last forever so you'll grow old with me! :D

i'm sorry if school has made us difficult to meet each other often but bear with me bby. bear with this for another year. and i promise, it will definitely be for the best me for not only me, but US, in the future. so i'm just hoping for your encouragement and support for me to do well for the best of our future. :)

your's truly,

Nur Fadhilah bte. Sulaiman.

& we definitely need to take more pictures together! my folders of our photos are simply not enough for me! hmphs!

2010-03-06T13:28:00.007+08:00

heyys. :)

Glee-ed for a while and now im here to blog about yesterday. :) well, i promised Shazwan that i will not post the pictures on FB but i didn't promise him not to post it on my blog right? HAHA! it was the release of Alevel results yesterday. it was like a wake up call for us. like SERIOUSLY! all the tears. wasnt sure if it was tears of joy or tears of disappointed. scary shiatz. :( we watched it live at LT5 while waiting for release of our Alevel mt results. at that moment of time, i wasnt feeling anything. wasnt expecting much. i was so confident that im not getting distinction because during my J1 year, not any point of time that i got A for mt. so i wasnt expecting much. was hoping for a C at least or maybe B. so i was quite relaxed at Lt5. playing Surviving High School on hy's iPhone. haha!

hahahahahaaaa! Shazwan's camwhoring moments with Sifat. ahahahahaaa! and the attempt to make his hands looks like butt is a total failure la please. pfft. hahahahaa!

so then at 3 plus, we made our way to the classroom to take our Alevels mt results. some were disappointed, some were glad. Alhamdulillah. i got A for my Alevels mt. believe it or not? my parents didnt know a single thing about me getting my results for Alevels mt. i didnt dare to say a word about it the night before because i was scared that they were expecting too much from me and i was pretty much confident about not getting an A. but i was wrong. hehhs. Alhamdulillah~ really didnt expect for an A. called mum, she was saying congratulations but when i told my mum i only passed my oral, she was asking why i never get distinction. -.- i guess my command of language in Malay is just not strong enough. didnt called dad tho. just text him, " Ilah dapat A for As mt. " and when i got home later that night, he asked i got A for Amaths? ahahahahaaa! AMATHS! yeaaa right. -.-

right after the release of results, headed to JP with dhu. had our YAMI YOGURT. slurpssss! :) walked around JP and finally headed home. long 187 journey back home. slept til' my neck hurts! i dunno how dhu manage to sleep in the bus without hurting her neck. pfft!

so that was pretty much my afternoon. i pretty much slacked yesterday night and slept in early. missed bf's calls so didnt get a chance to meet him. :'( oh wells. meeting him later and i hope he wont be late! i dont wanna get home late! need to do my history so i can devote myself to revising organic tomorrow! :D

so this is it. toodles!

XOXO,

faLahh.

ps.

what do you do when u miss your boyfriend too much?

THIS is what you do. teehee! :D

pps.

heard the new about the stress relieving peas? apparently it causes diarrhea to people and we must dispose it if it's in our possession. apparently i dont wanna dispose it but i have to take it off my keys now just to be safe and keep it in the drawers. now my keys are boring without it. :(

2010-03-02T23:33:00.001+08:00

knn. i wanna be skinny.

fug im getting paranoid.

should complain to the boyfie now about it.

BOYFIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

2010-03-02T22:59:00.001+08:00

what do you do when you cant sleep at night?

answer: STUDY YOUR MATHS LA BODOH! ESPECIALLY THAT FUCKED UP NORMAL DISTRIBUTION.

ok tata.

2010-03-01T22:17:00.003+08:00

heyys.

before my week gets pretty much busy, i better update about the weekends while i still got the time. by right i should be doing my Normal Dis. tutorial but im much too tired. :/ im kinda guilty though for leaving out my homework while i blog instead. but i know at this kind of brain state, it wont be productive. probably i'll skip my meals tomorrow in school and get on with the homework. so for now shall just update about my Saturday. :)

woke up in the morning feeling like P. Diddy. okayy no. i woke up in the morning being all glad because apparently i woke up at 7 in the morning. ON A SATURDAY! rare case. hahahahaaa! the friend called me at 1.00 ++ and the boyf too but i guess i was much too tired on Friday night and totally ignored every single call although i did woke up and glance at my handphone. hahahahaaa! didnt pick up any calls at all. hehhs.

Met hy at 10 @ bp interchange then made our way to Suntec for the Let's Talk NTU. Accompanied hy for some of the talks but my main motive to go there was for the NIE talk. :) The Bachelor in Science(Education). The talk was definitely entertaining. Despite me attending alone while hy already ran away with Ashraf to Marina! Leaving me alone at Suntec! :( hahahahaaaaaa!

joined them afterwards then made our way to Esplanade. and damn i was happy to see the IR. jakun. hehhs. :D i seriously dunno when's the last time i actually went Esplanade just to chill. The only reason i go Esplanade is for Satay with mum. HAHA! so we chilledddddddddddd~

then walked around Suntec and finally chilled at Starbucks while waiting to meet the boyfriend. Apparently, i didnt want the boyfie to langgar any ERP, because i seriously think it's a waste of money, so i asked the boyfie to stay at town instead.

apparently aku nie bodoh sangat. ( read: i was so stupid ) i walked the wrong wayyyy~ i was suppose to walk towards Peninsular but clever me walked towards Bugis. :/ so i had to walk a long way under the hot sun. the boyfie was getting impatient then kene marah. :( ( read: got scolded)

finally met the boyfie. boyfie didnt want to eat at town! :( he said town is boring. okayy. ive got to agree on that. so we went Beach Road and had yummms food! :D after food, we went for karaoke! ahahahahahahaaaa! damn it was fun. :) it was the first time we went karaoke without the others though. it was only the 2 of us. ahahahahahaaaa! love the boyfriend so much. :)

so that was pretty much my Saturday. hehhs. was not really that productive but i did manage to do Reaction Kinetics that morning! so it wasnt that bad right? ahahahahahaaaa!

til' here then. shall grab Anlene milk then head for bed. tiredddddddddddddddd~ toodles!

XOXO,

faLahh.

ps.

i miss the boyfie.

" asal nie.... kurang kaseh sayang? "

( read: why... not enough love...?)

love it when the boyfriend asked that when i kept complaining to him about my problems. hehhs.

i love you b.

2010-02-28T11:40:00.001+08:00

heyys.

short post while i do my GP. shall update a proper post later on okies? busy busy.

saya rindu mataer sayeeeeeeeeee~ :)

(read: i miss my boyfriend.)

yesterday i learned hand signs for " I Love You " , " I Miss You " and " I'm Sorry " specially for him! wanted to show him but the mood wasnt there yesterday at first when i met him then i totally forget all about it. stupid! pfft.

okayy.

just a random post because i miss the boyfriend. :)

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-02-25T21:27:00.001+08:00

i know this is kinda late but,

HAPPY 4 YEARS AND 3 MONTHS MY BOYF BABY. :)

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you veh much.

2010-02-21T23:17:00.003+08:00

heyys.

weekends was not so interesting today. i was simply too lazy to go out yesterday because it's Chingay night. and i'm kinda worried that there will be fcuked up traffic and i'm much too lazy to deal with it.

so the boyf worked while i was being a good girl and stayed home. :) but later at night we met since the boyf was done with his work. lan gaming with the friends. i seriously cant remember when's the last time we lan gamed. but this time, it was L4D2. Call of Duty : Modern Warfare baybehs.

and shit! when it comes to lan gaming, i always depend on the boyf to instruct me. but COD was all about killing each other. SHITZ! not only there were 6 guys and i'm the only girl, it was my first time. and they had no mercy! i kept dyingggg~ hahahahahaaaa! and at times when i did manage to kill the boyf, he grabbed my arm. then kill me back! tskk! NO MERCY AT ALL! :( it was great despite my comp hanged halfway which means i went back to Recruit and all my weapons were basic when i was actually level 4 alr. knn. but 3 hours was definitely too much. bad headache at the last half and hour of the game! Got home around 4 plus after 3 hrs of COD then knock out!

then i had to wake up at 7 in the morning today to accompany mum to pasar Geylang. just 2++ hrs of sleep! but lucky me, mum drove there. which means i get to sleep in the car. hahahhaaaa! but i didnt. pfft!

& i didnt even sleep otw home. i was munching instead. hahahahahaaaa! but i knocked out from 5++ til' 9. didnt even wake up when mum called me for dinner. and now im wide awake. pfft. oh wells. might as well i do some school work while im still awake. til' then. toodles.

XOXO,

faLahh.

ps. did SHINee youtube-ing today and saw this. WATCH IT TIL' THE END!

jonghyun: "i need you, poo"
key: ahhh, no no no no.
jonghyun: "i gotta see you, poo"
key: boo!
jonghyun: ah, pu-- boo?
key: boo.

AHAHAHAAAAA! MAD CUTE! i kept replaying at the end. okay laaa. i gila.

pps.

im having a sudden urge to curse.

KNNBCCB! nabei.

okay done. :)

2010-02-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO BE A SKINNY AND HEALTHY BITCH.

PLEASE?

FATTY BOM BOM,

faLahh.

2010-02-18T21:47:00.013+08:00

heyys.

extremely sorry about the late update. been lazy to switch on the laptop for updates. hahhs! it's TGIF tomorrow. and i have yet to blog about the last weekend + CNY hols. so before all the things to update just keep piling in, i better update on my last weekend + CNY hols now. :) so here goes.

Friday.

a total waste of time to go to school. it was just an hour ++ of celebration. pfft! thought it would end at 10, but ended at 9++ instead. sheesh. what a waste of time. was kinda lazy to get home. so grabbed my breakfast at McDs. had the KidsMeal. ^^v HAHA! and damn! i didnt know that the butter actually has a McD logo on it. im such a noob. :( it was the first time i saw the logo. JAKUN SEKEJAP! teehee. :) plus i get a uberly cute monyet. :)

so later that night, met mum at town since she wanted to get something for the kitchen. after all that was done, dragged along those heavy items to Esplanade for satay. fugging yummy satay! :) me likeyyyyyyyyyyy~ hehhs. when i got home, i totally knocked out. no idea why i was tired! :( end of Friday.

there's always a need to camwhore if you're a girl. HAHA! :) btw, you know how some people would say that taking picture from a top angle is good? pfft! it is definitely NOT GOOD for me! :( here's to show you why!

sorry about acting cute. but i've just got to cover my horrible pimple scar under the lips! HAHA! serious! anyway, taking picture from this angle totally dont work out for me. the cheeks, my gosh! this angle just makes it looks more chubbier! plus the eyes too! no. i dont purposely widen my eyes when i take photos. I NATURALLY HAVE THEM! people always say i look scary with big eyes. :( like momok. hmphs.

Saturday.

Ayesha came early in the morning. that girl is just soooooo cute! CANNOT TAKE IT~! :D here's a series of photos. and trust me, i can create a story line with these photos. lemme try me best to create a story line alrights. here goes.

she totally looks macam kat office kan?! hahahahahaaa! :D so lemme start a story line here. HAHA!

She is apparently bored in a office when suddenly someone called in her office.

"Hello?"

" WHAT?! that person hung up on me?! " tried dialling again.

*teet toot toot toot*

" HELLOOOOO~! " :)

ok done. HAHA! sorry la for having such an abrupt end. hehhs. :) so later then in the afternoon met the boyfie and the others for a picnic at ECP. proceeded to Holland first because one of us had to run some errand while we waited. then, the boys was complaining how ECP is so far from Holland. -.- so went HortPark instead. BUT! we ended up at ECP in the end because some of them were already there. -.- lerrrrs. we only reached at 8pm. PICNIC KE HAPE NIE!? HAHA! so then we munch munch munch. Heli brought finger food while i brought along my mum's spaghetti. thanks mum. :) okay, all full? SLEEPING TIMEEEE~! no kids. i really slept! damn the wind was great. :) under the stars. with the wind. sleep was great. :) cant remember what time we left but it was quite late. so then we proceeded to boyfie's grandma place just to find out that BBQ was already done. HAHA! boyfie is greatly loved by me. ♥♥♥

Sunday.

no. i dont celebrate Valentine's. but i did enjoyed my day. because kak Ayn got engaged! :) after seeing them together even since they just knew each other, it was nice to see them to get engaged. :) kak Ayn was absolutely gorgeous that day. :) and phew, i was lucky enough to wear pants rather than the baju kurung's skirt because the boyfie made a last minute plan to send me to BP from Holland. but the bus journey from BP to Holland wasnt that long though. hehhs. :) the day didnt end that well. no wait, it did. :) after the boyfie was rather frustrated and after his rants, he pulled me back when i walk away after i salam him. to my surprise, after all that rants and me keeping quite, while deep inside i wanted to cry my heart out, he kissed my forehead and apologized. boyfie is definitely loved. ♥♥♥

Monday.

Grandma's place. first time doing the fish tail braids. :) HAPPY THAT IT WORKED OUT JUST WELL! :) me likeyyyyyyyy~! :)

Tuesday.

boyfie left a question in my head, hanging. was feeling fugging shitty.

Wednesday.

but all that ended well. :) though it's been such a long time since i last cried. and it's been such a long time since we last fought. but i'm glad we're still hanging on strong. i love you Mohamed Haziq bin Halim. ♥♥♥

XOXO,

faLahh.

2010-02-08T01:03:00.002+08:00

heyys.

what do you do when u're bored? be a loser and get the meaning of If You Seek Amy. apparently that's what me and hy did this week in Physics lesson. Googled If You Seek Amy and find out what it means. Apparently we're noobs and we didn't know about it previously. i donno if you guys are aware of it but apparently, If You Seek Amy means FUCK ME. cool shiatz ain't it? and i was such a noob! :)

IF U SEE(C)K AMY(ME).

Love me, hate me
Say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy

putting in what it means,

Love me, hate me
Say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to FUCK ME.

awesome shiatz. im such a noob. hahahahahaaa! til' then.

xoxo,

faLahh.